So, I've been try to be good lately, trying to be the good little boy that God wants me to be. Well, it isn't easy. Then again, when is anything worth while easy?

I've been trying not to cuss, thats been going pretty good.
I've been trying to stay away from bondage, that was kinda hard today when Josh started talking about it.
I've been trying to obey my parents and be kool with them...thats going horrid.

Is that enough? Do I get encouragement? No...then again, I don't expect encouragement. I should have learned that my parents only see the wrong that I do. I should have learned that all they do is correct and pick at what I do, instead of encouragement and congraduating me when I atcually do suceed. Why would someone ever want to keep working at something hard if all they got was, you messed up here, you failed there.

So I'm also trying to be pure. Oh joy.
I called this girl I like today, and talked to her about getting our relationship more pure. I won't get into that, but that kinda sucked, kinda hurt too. Its like, woah, I just said that we need to spend alittle less time together and your acting like, "Oh well, no big deal." Am I just a loser or something, cuz its alittle harder for me then that. Sometimes I really wonder.....never mind, screw it, I'm done.

I almost miss spike sometimes.

hey
Congrats on the self-improvement. Yeah, I know, parents can be a total drag sometimes, I know just what you mean. But if it helps, I think all parents are that way, so you're not alone! Hey, I'm planning on quitting my swearing too, we can work on that together, ok? And about the girl, she probably really did care, but she didn't want it to seem like a big deal, or seem like she was desperate or devestated. So don't worry, and keep your chin up!
» WeezerGoat420 on 2004-04-30 11:36:17

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