Sunday. 6.24.07 11:44 pm
I am .. forget what I am.
I was gonna' paint a scenario; talk about how I'm in a library and seated in some cubicle, back to back with some woman. I haven't seen her face, but I can tell it's a woman by the way she sniffles.
But I'm not going to talk about that.
Instead.. I want to let YOU know that something has come over me
No, not love. Or hate. Or lust, fear, pain, anguish, joy, sadness, coyness, lucidity, insanity, hunger, a thirst for adventure..
Allergies have come over me. My eyes are puffy, my nose is stuffed, and my heart is..
Okay.
Okay, okay, okay.
O... K...
Two letters.. Two words. Okay.
Im okay,� is what she said.
She's okay..� was what he said.
Were okay, was what they said
"Who the fuck is they?" is the mantra she raised with Loren. I thought they were cazy.
I was crazy for being there.
THIS IS MY ENTRY ABOUT MY CALLING.
I think I have a calling.
Who knows if I have a calling?
We'll see if I have a calling.
Maybe
I have a calling; however, I will not accept the charges.
Bah. I’ll write a real entry. In a second.
This is m writing processi type what I think and
Press
Enter
Alo
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Then I'll revise it so it will look like this
I press enter a lot.
Fraud.
Fraud? Fraud has such a negative connotation. We're not negatives. I'm not negative. Okay, I'm negative.
Look at the picture in the corner. Pretty damn negative.
I'm negative.
Then again, so are you.
You should have posted and give us a chace to feel all those.. =/ It's about the call isn't it?
» Nuttz on 2007-06-25 12:23:14
Aww... she must be evil to make you feel so
» Nuttz on 2007-06-25 12:32:39
I think I feel anyway. Confusion. Lots.
» Someones_Muse on 2007-06-25 12:40:04
that sounds like how I am ALL the time. I have the entry in my head...then it is gone.
» pyrogrrl12 on 2007-06-25 01:23:23
:|
» randomjunk on 2007-06-25 02:22:58
WHAT IS YOUR CALLING?
What happened?
I am listening to Elliott Smith right now and it just suits you.
I loved your last entry.
Also, listening to country music and thinking about cowboys... They're not that great after all. The real life ones, anyway.
**** = love? :)
I think we've all been frauds at least once in our lives. I hope you figure it all out. :)
» Sarah on 2007-06-25 12:01:29
Teehee. Maybe. More like 40% maybe. Maybe even higher ;]
» ShaShaBoo on 2007-06-27 10:52:39
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