y ya pongo todo el juego a tu favor
no tengo miedo de apostarte,
perderte sí me da pavor.


Big sister is leaving in one night for college.. I'm not ready to let her go. Sixteen years and I haven't been apart from her for much more than a week, so it's ognna' be hard. Her, my mom, and younger sister are driving down to Houston, and hopefully I'll get to stay here 'cause I don't want to watch her leave.


I talked to Li a few days ago.. I called her, and she recognized my voice. Truly, remarkable. I think I love that girl. She sent me a present in the mail, and a letter.. :( I think she's cooler than me. I'm gonna' write her back..


Write.. writing. Caitlin wrote me a letter on saturday. I just got off the phone with her, which brought me way, way down. I wish she thought more like me, so she could pick up on things without me having to spell it out for her.

I get the feeling that she thinks I believe she's dumb. It's the opposite.. I know she's rather knowledgable, but.. I still wish she could have a beetter understanding of me. My feelings.. I dunno. The girl doesn't seem to realize what effect her words.. actions do to me. She can't comprehend or even fathom these emotions.

I doubt much anyone could. I've come to the realization that thinking with ones heart.. following the heart.. letting it lead you.. all of that is futile. Love is blind. The heart gets broken too easily, but the mind? It takes forever to break down someone's mind without the influence of drugs.

Thus, I'll make sure to think before I take my steps from now on, as to spare myself from woe.

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