i was so curious why there's a burning smell coming out from my kitchen.
First thought, it could have been my Grandma who have forgotten to turn off the fire.
Unexpectedly, she was lying on her bed feeling very sick.
I've never seen her this sick in my 18 years of life.
Her forehead was burning and i quickly went and grab a glass of water and panadol.
I didn't know what to do at that point so i called my brother.

Grandma was feeling very uneasy and dizzy, she could hardly respond to us.
After she took the panadol and drank some water.
She started to puke on the floor.
I was so pissed off with my Dad, he was screaming at me. Why?
He wants to mop the fucking floor.
It seems like cleaning the floor is way more important then my Grandma's health.
He doesn't seems to understand or is he really that heartless.
At that very point, i feel like punching his face straight but i cannot be bothered.

My bro brought my Grandma to the toilet and wash up, while i went to clear the mess.
Right after my Grandma came out from the toilet she almost fell.
She is utterly weak and dizzy, at that moment my heart sank. It hurts so so bad.
I got very emotional and tears are invited then.

Called my close friends, as i needed someone to talk to.
A pair of listening ears will do. I seriously dont know what to do in future.
Parents and brother are working and i'm busy with school.
Who will look after my Grandparents? They meant alot to me.
My Grandma never fails to cook three meals a day, or even supper.
She wakes up 3am in the morning daily just to prepare food for my Dad to work.
Even i sleep more then she does. I really dont know what to do now.
I want the best for my family but i feel totally useless.

If there's God, please bless my family.
They are very hardworking and kind people.
As for my Grandma, she doesnt deserve to be sick at all.
I really hope she gets well real soon. I really do.

I feel hurt, helpless, clueless and useless.

I don’t know how I feel about all this. I certainly don’t talk to my family about it. I’ve never really been one to talk about how I’m feeling. And I think this is something that people should just be left to deal with on their own. I mean, I’ll try to comfort people by saying things they want to hear, but really I don’t think my view on the situation would help anyone.

But I will pray hard for your grandma's health, and (sincerely) hope that she'll be back to her usual self in no time, continue bringing happiness and love to you and your family. However long the night, the dawn will break! Cheersssssss.

EHHHHHHH i sound kindof freaky. Though Idk you, but i rly hope your grandma will be fine in no time & cheer up ya! SMILE YA!
(hope this will help~ sorry if it didn't do much help.)
» D K (220.255.7.247) on 2009-06-17 10:05:17

Hey you, though i dont know you at all, but i know you are not useless at all. Everyone is good in one way ow another. In fact you are a very good grandson. I could see that you are very filial and you care a lot for your grandma. Dont worry, she will be fine, she will get well soon. Be there for her as much as you can. Dont worry too much, tmr will be a better day alright? Keep the smile on your face :D
» Jo (220.255.7.205) on 2009-06-17 12:53:06

I noe u love ur nanny very much as she is the one looking after since u were baby,no matter what be strong n i noe u r very strong guy.is part of life mate,be there for her as much as you can,keep on praying and we all here hope its gona better.be patience,there always a story behind everything tht happened.bout ur dad maybe he himself were shock at that moment which y he became so emotional and started to scold you for nothing.
dun take it too hard la bro,everyone love their family.let's pray together.remember b there for as much as u can,thats the most u can do fo now.remember we only got one in our life the person we love the most,no replacement show her ur love as much as u can now.:)
» jim (220.255.7.246) on 2009-06-18 01:54:57

hey, as ppl grow old, its inevitable for them to fall sick. don't worry too much. just try to spend more time with your family & cherish them.
» Chloe (220.255.7.222) on 2009-06-18 05:26:41

Baby, please don't be upset or anything. I know whatever I say wouldn't make things better, but please do cheer up. Life is such. She will get well alright? Hvae faith boy. Will be seeing you around.
» Judi (202.156.10.249) on 2009-06-18 03:25:08

Cheer up derrick. Tomorrow will be a better day. Spend more time with your grandparents, let them know you care and love them:)
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