I just remembered that I promised myself that I would try to kill my submissive masochist side, or at least hide it forever. I can't remember why I came to the decision. Yes, I do. It's because I hated that side of me. It was the side of me that I believed ran people away because it scared them. And actually, I still do believe that. There are very few people - I can count the people on one hand - that actually take the time to understand it. I don't know why I'm writing this. I just feel the need to write this. Anyways, yeah, until recently I've hated the masochist side of me because it usually caused people to walk out of my life because they didn't understand or know how to handle the power that was given to them.

Blah. Explain later.

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