Thursday. 10.7.04 1:12 am
I am in love with her.
Yes, here I am, admitting it to myself.
After talking to her about it once again, and hearing her say that it's different between us (like only a friend way), I don't know, it just kind of hurt, especially when it got all awkward between us. And now that I really think about it, I can actually remember the day when I started having feelings for her. Well, vaguely. I've pushed them back for so long that it's hard letting myself feel that I am in love with her. But yes, after that phone call, I seemed to fall into some sort of depression. It really surprised me.
And homecoming only made me realize my feelings.
I'm not scared anymore.
It's just whatever.
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