Friday. 7.9.04 11:41 pm
I've become quiet again. I'm still trying to figure out exactly why I stopped taking Zoloft. It did make me happy, but I feel as if it made me too happy. And tooo fucking energetic! But now, I'm like tired all the time again and I don't feel like doing anything. So maybe I should start taking Zoloft again? I don't want to though. I don't like how it makes me feel, but at the same time I do. But I don't. I don't know. Maybe I do like my non-existent stress. I don't like the anxiety though. But at the same time I do cause it feels so normal now. And being happy and anxiety free doesn't make me feel normal. As a matter of fact, being SOCIAL doesn't feel normal. I don't know. I can't afford to fuck up again in school. =(
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