Saturday. 6.12.04 2:59 am
Fuck.
I wish you would take me back. I don't know what I did wrong. Sometimes I think it's all my fault. I would have changed for you. Without you I don't know what to do. I'm lost. Stuck in a world that is real yet so unreal. It's sooo fucking hard letting go. I want to believe that there is still a chance. I'm willing to wait for eternity just for you, just because I'm still madly in love with you. I'm trying to hang on as hard as I can but my hands are slipping. I have hope, yet at the pit of my stomach I know we were never meant to be. But yet, how do I know that? Hope. That's all I have. Hope. That things just might work out my way just once. Yet, it would kill me to see you unhappy when you're with me. So I know, that I have to say goodbye.
It's just so fucking hard.
And that's all the more reason to let go.
Because I love you.
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