Sunday. 6.6.04 12:35 am
Heh. This is one thing I don't like admitting to myself. I'm scared of rejection. It's nice to know that I'm rejected by my own fucking dad. What's the point of trying to get close to him? Everytime I fucking do this shit happens. Every single fucking time! What's the point anymore? Why try when I've already tried so many times before. I'm tired of getting hurt especially by someone I love and admire. Everytime I try, it hurts more and more. I'm tired of hurting. If he wants me to be someone that I'm not. Fine. I'm tired of this shit. It just hurts to know that he'll never know who I really am, and soon I'll begin to forget who I am. I'll just be another girl trying to fit into some place that she doesn't fit in. Heh. Nice to know that I'll die alone.
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