And suddenly my mood brightens at four o'clock in the bloody morning. How wonderful, when everyone else is asleep. I'm having dizzy spells. I don't think that's a good sign. And they're like really bad dizzy spells. I hope I get to see Mistress soon.

My mood swings are starting to scare me. Like seriously, they have never been this bad before. At least when I was depressed, I knew I was depressed and I stayed depressed. Now it's like up down up down up and down, so forth and so on. I don't know what's what. And half the stuff that I write I don't really mean. I just say it because of the mood I'm in. It gets you to question what's true and what's not, eh? I don't know! LoL. This is terrible. I haven't been in the mood to hang out with anyone. I'm kind of glad that Mistress called and told me not to come because today was just not one of my days. I didn't want to do anything at all. At work, omg, I was sooo distant and out of it. I just wanted to sit at home and stare at the wall. But now late at night, I feel like going out and having fun and chilling with my friends.

I'm going to bed. Hopefully my good mood won't change in the morning.

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