I had a dream about eating the best Japanese food ever. It was great, seeing as I don't like Japanese food that much. At least I can enjoy food in my dreams. Hahaha. That's sad. I saw May last night. Probably the reason why I dreamt about her. Yeah, I didn't like the dream very much. I'm not going to explain. It just makes me sad all over again. =(

My dad said that I trap myself in a corner, looking out on the world but never being in it. He also said that I don't need to worry at this age. I should just have fun and be happy because once you get into the real world people everywhere will try to step on you and use you to move up. So he said that I should be happy and just have a lot of fun. He was telling me how friends now are really close and stuff and you can talk to them about anything, but once you get into the real world you feel more alone because they have their own shit to deal with. Hmmm. I think I wrote something about that one time. And that "they don't care."

I've changed though. I'm living life now. And it feels great.

My dad makes it sound like the real world is a fucking awful place. It makes me question just how much happiness he has in his life. There's beauty in everything, you just got to find it. Yeah, there are going be a whole bunch of people who are going to try to fuck me up. But then there's also those that won't even if those people are rare. I think that's why most teachers like working with kids. It's because of their innocence.

This is getting me to think too much. I'm going to go play a game.

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