I just realized something about myself. I am so fucking spoiled. I mean, I knew I was spoiled, but now I realized just how spoiled I really am. Hehehe. It's kind of amusing. Sad but amusing. =D So I was thinking today about me getting jealous on Sunday because I wasn't getting enough attention from Mistress. *Giggle* It's nice to know that I'm still a kid at heart. Hehehe. So I think I know why I kicked that PS2 game Mistress had on the ground. Cause I was soo jealous that I just wanted to cause trouble. I haven't acted that way since May. Wow. It's so fun though. God, I remember I use to do that shit in elementary school. It was soo much fun when I got in trouble and I pissed the teachers off. But then I got home and got my ass beat and that was no fun. I was such a bad little kid. I was all tom boyish and badass, everyone was scared of me cause I beat the little boys up. Hahaha. I would get into so much trouble. It was great fun. I would give the substitutes hell. I was mean when I was a little kid. And then one day, I vowed never to be mean to anyone ever again. Purposely mean. I think I kept that promise pretty well. My favorite game when I was little was tag. No one could catch me except the really really fast guys. And I use to think all the girls were idiots and wusses. I didn't like girls very much when I was little. But now I LOVE girls. Hehehe. I have no idea why I am talking about this. I'm just really hyper right now. I just got off of work and I'm not tired at all. Or it could be because I'm tired and that's why I'm so hyper. And I totally got off topic. But yeah, I need to stop getting jealous. I just can't help my childish nature though. It's soo funn! And it's been repressed for so long. I think it has just been re-awakened. What great fun! Boing! Boing! Boing!

Jose is such a softy. He tries to act all bad ass and it's soooooooooo sooo cute when he gets all sentimental and shit. We were chatting in the morning and he was telling me how he knew that I was into BDSM and that's why he brought it up out of no where that one time. And then we started talking about him and how he just loves it when woman take control. Then he started talking about one of his ex girlfriends who was black and how she just controlled people that were a different race. He's hispanic btw if you haven't figured out from his name. But yeah, he was telling me how he was sooo whipped. Hehehe. That's sooo fucking cute. And then he started talking about being handcuffed to a bed. He also said that that was the only girl that he really loved. *Tear* Isn't that so cute? I think it's cute. God! Everytime I think about Ms. Hanna and Jose I burst out laughing. I don't think it's a good thing thinking about your math teacher as a dominatrix and whipping Jose into shape. It would not surprise me one bit to find out that Ms. Hanna is a Domme. Not one fucking bit. In any case, back to Jose. He's soo submissive. God. It's adorable. Absolutely adorable. I told him he should try BDSM one day. He said he was scared that he might like it. It would be sooo cool to have a sub buddy under the same Mistress. But then I would get jealous. Maybe that's not a good idea. But it would be amusing to watch Jose surrender himself to a woman.

I just have to get him involved into this shit somehow! Fuck man, he fantasizes about it more then I do.

Hehehehe. It's soo fucking cute.

Okay, I'm going to bed.

Night!

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