I Love you, Mahmud!!!! Smile!



The pieces of my heart that she had stolen from me are now back again. It took this long for me to heal. Amazing. I felt it last night. I feel rejuvenated. It has been a long time since I was able to feel the warmth in my heart. And I just love that chaos and the peace that comes with falling in love. I've made a decision. Fuck the stupid crush I have on Mark. It's just a crush. I've decided to give my heart away, again. And I pray that things turn out differently. Mistress is someone that I trust very much, and it's her that my heart follows. I've decided to remain completely devoted to her and this time I can because I got pieces of my heart back that was stolen from me. I'm completely hers until there comes a time where I just fall out of love for her. And I feel that this time I can truly show it because she has all of me. Mistress owns me. And I know no other way to express my love to her other then just giving her all of me. I don't expect the love to be returned. The "falling in love" that is. I just want a chance to love a wonderful, gorgeous, smart, and talented Mistress such as herself. Heh. I know why I was jealous.

I'm such a spoiled sub. I was jealous because I wasn't getting any attention because Mistress' attention was focused on that chick . And I was mad because I thought it meant that Mistress didn't love or want me anymore. I need to get rid of this jealousy thing.

I love you, Mistress!

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