Hmmm. It's quite difficult to sit here in the living room, typing in front of my parents while keeping a straight face. Oh yeah. Well, at least I know I'm not completely numb to the break up. And now that I know the other half of the story, which she didn't bother to explain to me, it hurts even more now. But what the hell. Shit fucking happens. And just for what it's worth. No, I haven't forgotten about you and I still do care. But currently, I am quite pissed off. Could it be sizzling anger that I'm feeling? But at the same time, I'm not that mad and I don't hate her even though some people would consider it cheating. However, she doesn't believe in cheating. So I guess it's not cheating. And I don't consider it cheating unless she did shit with someone else. But then again, I don't even fucking know what the fuck she did and blah blah blah. Talk about great communication, eh? Okay, so I'm pissed. And I'm letting it out right now. So I understand that if you got stronger feelings for someone else, then it would be the best decision to break it off with the person that you're with. And let's just say that all she did was just talk to him. I would have no reason to be pissed right? I'm not mad cause she's with someone else right after we broke up. I'm pissed because she only told me the fucking half truth. Damnit. Karma again. *Sigh* Oh yes, I'm mad about something else. But I'll leave that out cause I'm not comfortable discussing that to anyone but myself. I'm not jealous though. I mean, I'm not gonna hate the dood that she's with. Or whatever. Shit happens. I'll live. It's not like it hasn't happened to me a billion times over again. Now, all I need is a few dozen cigarettes to calm my nerves before I start saying things that I will really regret. Let's leave it at this.

Love takes a lot of work.

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