I love my PreCal teacher. I wish I could take Calculus next year just so I can have her but I failed first semester PreCal. Maybe I'll retake first semester in summer school. Ms. Hanna is awesome. I totally respect her as a teacher. I even like her better than my English teacher. And she's wonderful at teaching. She may be a little picky when it comes to the quizzes but I actually understand the material. For some reason, that teacher gets me to try. She motivates me to do my best. For christ sakes, I went up to the overhead and did a problem. And I never ever do that cause I'm shy. Granted, I copied the problem, but anyways I understood how to do the problem afterwards, and yeah. If it was any other teacher and any other classroom, I would have been too nervous. Yep yep. She's a great teacher. I don't know why I stay my ass in AP classes when I obviously work better in regular. No that's lie. I'm not doing too hot in history and physics.

I have orientation on Saturday. My brother says it's really boring.

I have nothing to talk about.

I just wanted to talk about my PreCal teacher cause she makes me smile. Haha. That was cheesy.

It's my brother's birthday in three days. I saw him today. w00t! There wasn't any bad vibes are anything. It was great.

I'm happy. Go me. And yet I can't stop thinking about cutting. It's cause I'm obsessed with the whole blood idea cause of the blood donations thing and I wanna watch my blood spill. But nope, that ain't happening no mores.

Matt says I'm more responsive. Yay!

I'm sad though. But, my happiness is overriding my sadness for once!

No, I'm just scared that this is a seasonal thing. Maybe I have seasonal depression. I'm always depressed during fall and winter. And when spring and summer time comes I'm cheerful as a bee. My grades get better too. And I'm happier, obviously, and more responsive. But then I feel really ADD cause I have all these thoughts in my head and my brain feels scattered. Shit. I gotta study for the physics test tomorrow. Eh, I'll do it tomorrow.

Karen is so cute. She asked why gay guys like fucking other gay guys in their butt hole. And she actually said FUCK. *Gasp* Innocent christian girl cursed. Hehe. So cute so cute. I love Karen. She's so cute and awesome. I feel like I haven't talked to Mark in ages. I have no idea why I'm talking about all these people. Jose is such a horny bastard. Eh, but he's cool too. I love the lunch table I sit at. It's amazing how different we all are..but we aren't. Priscilla is right, every conversation does end with sex. Mahmud always brings the strangest muslim food. Wait, I don't even know if he's muslim. Indian food? Oh I don't know. But it's fucking food...fuck...I mean good. Travis is by far the nerdest person at the table, but he's cool and he's so sweet and he buys me lunch and I have to remember to pay him back.

My mom is leaving for Taiwan tomorrow morning. Bye bye mommy.

I'm confused. Confused confused confused. Confuzzed. Goldfishes are sooo DELICIOUSSS...I love GOLDFISH. Hehehe. I love goldfishes man, they're like fucking great. It reminds me of sixth grade. Dude, that seems like only yesterday. *Tear* So sad.

Alright. I'm tired. This was really pointless except about my teacher. Hehe. I love Ms. Hanna. Okiez. Buh baiz!

How the fuck does everyone know who Chhai is? God damn. Jose: "He's one horny guy." Matt: "Ahhhh" I'm honored to have gone out with such a popular guy. NOT. But he was a hella good kisser, I'll give him that. Now I'm refraining from making rude remarks. I'm a nice chick.

I'm starting to annoy myself. Is that a bad thing?

Why the fuck am I acting soooo obnoxious?!?!

Laters maties.

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