I wouldn't mind living an eternity alone, if I was just able to affect someone's life in a good way. The only person I've ever really affected was Priscilla. And I'm not sure myself if it was in a good way or not. I'm not like Bettie, where she changes people's lives with just her presence. You know, that's one thing I admire about her the most, her power to affect people. You can see it in people's eyes, the way the look at her, it's something in them was awakened by her. I'm not like Priscilla with her charisma and charm. I can't get people to look at me and see their younger self. It's amazing how Priscilla can get her teachers to be so happy. I bet she's as much as a teacher to them as they are to her. And what am I good for? Nothing. I don't know anything. I don't know how to do anything. I'm just a waste of bloody skin.

God, I wish I knew how to love myself.

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