Damnit, I can't stop dreaming about Priscilla. Last night, I was dreaming that I was outside in the rain, and I think it stopped raining, and I went to Priscilla's house to get some dry clothes (her clothes) because her house was closer than my house. (This sounds too similar to the day we skipped) In any case, I forgot to check the time and didn't realize that it was 5:15 pm and that's when her mom gets home. Well, so I kind of snuck in, her sister saw me and was like "What the fuck?" But I didn't say anything. I threw off my shoes and ran to Priscilla's room because I was freezing cold. Well, when I got done changing, I heard the little alarm thingy and her sister ran in and told me that her mom was home. And I was like fuck. So I hid beside Priscilla's bed. But her mom saw my shoes in the front, and she checked Priscilla's room but she didn't see me. And so she started bitching at Chanel (Priscilla's sister) cause she knew something was up. So finally, not being able to stand her bitching at the kid, I got up and told her I was in there. And then, amazingly enough she didn't bitch, she was just asking me what I was here, and we were on Priscilla's bed and we were just talking and shit. But we were like laying next to each other, shoulder touching shoulder, chatting. It was fucking weird and gross. But anyways, she was telling me that she forgave me and that I could talk to Priscilla now. Then I woke up. I had this other dream about Priscilla, but I don't remember what it was about. I just know that it wasn't half as good as this one. Yep. There's my dream. At least, this dream isn't fucking bizarre. And I know what it means. I don't know. I'm starting to get use to not talking to Priscilla. She really hasn't been on my mind as much. I just managed to block it off sorta.

I had another dream. It wasn't pleasant though. Some woman was bitching at me about my grades, and asking if I cared or not. Haha. It reminded me of the beginning of Catcher in the Rye. And then, I showed her this shit that I wrote, thinking I can trust her, it half contained what I wrote last night and half contained what I wrote at school. Oh yeah, she was bitching about how I paid even less attention this time then last time. And I thought I was paying attention just fine. And, it was confusing. I think it had to do with my confusing mood last night. I know what this dream means too!

I'm so proud of myself.

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