Well, I went through today like it was a dream.

A part of me died just as a part of her died today. I think we were both changed due to the situation last night but I'm excited to see her tomorrow. She tried to commit suicide. I'm so glad that she didn't die. I love her so much. I can't live without her. She dies, I die. She was the one that gave me hope. She was the one that brought life back. She was the one who made me whole. She was the one that made me alive. Without her, I'm nothing. Sad how I am utterly dependent on her. Eh, but I could stop if I wanted, I just don't want to because she wants me to be dependent on her. She wants me to be like how I was with May. Luckily with May, I learned a lesson. I learned self-control. Whoo fucking hoo. Most of yall probably don't know what I am talking about. www.xanga.com/scarsforlife <------It's all there somewhere.

It'll take to long to explain and I don't feel like explaing it for the thousandth time.

Anyways.

Goodbye.

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