刚读完G的blog。她把我们的故事写成一种特别的analogy。把我们的故事形容地太准确了。不知道为什么...　刚才边读边落泪。这几天哭地好多啊。也不清楚何时开始掉泪的，只知道读到一半就感觉到自己的眼睛里的水增加了，脸蛋也湿了。

可能是读地时候发现自己的错处吧？或读到她的真感情让我感动？或发现她其实是需要我的，其实还是想一生一世做朋友，就只在在等我而已。等我回到她身边，一起走未来的路。

我发现我好自私，没想到她的感想，不想我的所为会不会伤到她，只是想尽办法让她能给我一个回应，一个答案：她到低是需要我的，就算是说点儿小谎，让她感到小小的嫉妒，只要她能告诉我，我对她很重要，她想让我陪伴她，永远的陪伴她，我就心满意足了。

她以前从来都是对她不是超大的问题她死也不肯说。好多次，我想试探她对我的需要，可能是伤到她可不知道，因为她不肯说，把一切都当作无所谓，或，只要我乐意就随便我怎样都行。

这种reaction是让我觉得她是不是不care？竟然如此，何不也adopt这样的态度呢？

可我明知她不喜欢被逼但还是要试探她...　我这个朋友是怎么当的呢？有可能是刚才读到她的blog，找到了我所求的答案...　就哭了起来...

好了，我现在得赶紧追further maths coursework。本来要吃完饭就做，可跟Ｇ聊完了很想blog，就没办到。星期三是final deadline。我要赶紧啊。

L8r,

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sounds like you've had fun so far.
» catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:52:04

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» catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:52:19

NO JK
» catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:53:14

but really SARCASM
» catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:53:25

I'll stop
» catatonicloki on 2007-04-30 03:53:36

everyone thinks and does different things.

Thi blog made me smile, I'm surprised you found so many emotios in my story, since it didn't say any emotion, and almost just wrote out a setting. touched. that ni neng zen me xiang.

hen dui bu qi, I made u miss time for your further maths... :(, I guessing you were pissed off on gmail as well, I'm sorry I didn't realise that you were still there, I posted my comment and after a while there was no rpely so I left.

I think now, we more need to see what's going to happen... I don't know... Is talking like this to each othe, beginning to understand each other again working?
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