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Now trying to comment on this blog...

I realised you wanted me to tell you my feelings more... to be honest even though I feel I should feel depressed for you, as you are drifting away from K who you are?was? extremely close to, it makes me... happy? not the word, but... you get what I mean. Guilt then comes with it. Before I wouldn't say that, and just try to act apologetic?sad? for you. aye.

when I really felt sad... when I realised we were drifting, it hit me when I came back from Coventry. hours on the train journey allowd me to think, I knew we had been drifting but it ut everything into perspective, I didn't realised how much.

I think to me it all started when you went out with Him, it was my fault really. Because I fet tht you were so happy, I had no right to depress you with my problems, so I kept them more to myself. I guess you ket your problems too, you only talked to me really about it a day or two before you broke up.

Maybe that started everything off?

everyone is different, new friends does not mean old ones have to leave. after I came back I did alot of thinking, since I who ahd always feared losing people, felt helpless.

when I read this entry. I read a few lines, stopped thougt and carried on reading, then stoppped, etc. I thought so much that I don't know if I can express it in a blog anymore. I was never ood at expressing certain emotions, and these came under that category. I'm trying.

When you wrote the line if I was scared? I was at that moment, it made me realised, even if I have changed, I haven't change completely, and for you to still be able to predict my reactions it scary. So I jumped 5m away from my laptop, and laughed. not because I was happ, but because... the irony? I laughed and cried at the same time, without tears, as I had already cried enough in the morning. more a bitter sort of sound...

- write more in my blog.

net being cut off is.. 10... shit.
» Tsukiko on 2007-04-29 04:58:25

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