well, I don't know. I should be writing a paper, but instead, I'm typing in here. I go on the computer and if certain people aren't on, then it's difficult for me to figure out how to pass the time. I keep listening to certain songs on my media player (Only in Dreams at the moment) and checking my email, bloggers, etc etc. It gets pretty boring after a while.

I dunno, this weekend was just hella cool... I'm saying hella... that's interesting. But yeah, although 95% of it was just brainless comedy (which is the best anyways), the 5% that was serious conversation was probably some of the most meaningful conversation that I've ever had with anyone. I don't remember what brought it up, what ended it, what exact phrases were said that were sooo emotionally moving. But it means the world to me.

I'm listening to Flaming Lips and telling one of my proteges left at Charter Oak about this weekend. I look at things around me now, and things are just soo meaningful [i can't believe i'm crying now] But yeah, they are. The bay bridge, Blondie's, the handrails at VLSB, the stairs to the parking structure...

I cannot thank the people who came up this weekend enough. All of them gave me a new perspective on Berkeley. I look at things more wide-eyed, more innocent. I don't take things for granted anymore, I just realize how goddamn lucky I am to be here, and more importantly, to have the kind of friends that just make me grateful to be alive and loved. Thanks...

I'm now listening to "true love waits" by radiohead. ::tears::

Again, no words.
—PandaPhil on 2003-09-16 01:22:31

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