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ColdRush
Age. 36
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Chinese/Southeast Asian
Location Wilmington, NC
School. Univ of NC at Chapel Hill
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My avatar*s now a poorly drawn duck
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I remember my old avatar was an animated gif of the falling code from the matrix. The mid 2000s were wild 😂 (also yes, I drew this myself)

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That’s good enough for me

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I like to show up every once in a while to see what everyone is up to

Great to see that! my browser
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treats every blog including my own like it*s a unsafe page so finding it hard to explore around currently tho

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Hi CPK! Not a lot of people still here, but I still hang around haha.

Well, hello everyone!
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*fly by hello*

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Yeah if you just do one word sometimes that works.

I feel like the comment
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has to be really short and not have any apostrophes

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oh dear. the comment is really not working.

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I*m not sure why comments work sometimes and don*t other times... Sometimes it works if it*s just a short comment though

Saturday. 1.1.05 11:29 am

Why do i feel like i'm already dead? Why am i waken up at night by shocks of my depressing reality? Its suppose to get better as time passes, so why is it getting worst? How could I be hitting the lowest part of my life while the reason why doesn't know, care, or feel the same way. Never even said any comforting words, it was just as if the past months didn't mean anything at all, as if he just cut me out completly in his life. You can give me anything, all the love in the world, all the fortune, all the knowledge, all the fame,but all of it would mean nothing.

Some people want it all
But I don’t want nothing at all
If it ain’t you baby
If I ain’t got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain’t got you

I don't want to hear "this won't work out" I want to hear him actually say he hates me, that he never loved me, that he's already forgotten me completly and doesn't care.

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