God, it hurts so much..so much....its an indescribable pain. I've been crying so much that my face doesn't even resemble one anymore. Please! Take this pain away, i can't take it anymore. I've never felt so sad before in my life. Why must life be so cruel. Why must the person that gives me most fulfilment, happiness and meaning in my life part with me? ........*breaking down completly* I want to scream! its all just bundled up inside and it hurts so much

I keep hearing in my head him singing, like he did the other night...."I'll be down on my knees, begging for that girl to stay, Don't let go Ooo oh oh" and "Ooo wee ooo, I look just like Buddy Holly, Oh oh, and you're Mary Tyler Moore." The cute memories like that are so sweet, their killing me...

I feel so miserable, like my whole body is getting flipped inside out and i'm about to die a slow painful death....i don't know what to do....I feel so weak and helpless.....so weak

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