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ColdRush
Age. 36
Gender. Female
Ethnicity. Chinese/Southeast Asian
Location Wilmington, NC
School. Univ of NC at Chapel Hill
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My avatar*s now a poorly drawn duck
by Morpheus
I remember my old avatar was an animated gif of the falling code from the matrix. The mid 2000s were wild 😂 (also yes, I drew this myself)

C is for cookie
by thaitanic
That’s good enough for me

Hello there
by Zanzibar

by randomjunk
Hello hello

Hello!?
by undisputed

by AmbyrJayde
I like to show up every once in a while to see what everyone is up to

Great to see that! my browser
by CPKviperpheonix
treats every blog including my own like it*s a unsafe page so finding it hard to explore around currently tho

by randomjunk
Hi CPK! Not a lot of people still here, but I still hang around haha.

Well, hello everyone!
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Hope everyone is doing good, nice to see familiar faces still hanging around

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*fly by hello*

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Yeah if you just do one word sometimes that works.

I feel like the comment
by Zanzibar
has to be really short and not have any apostrophes

by renaye
oh dear. the comment is really not working.

by randomjunk
I*m not sure why comments work sometimes and don*t other times... Sometimes it works if it*s just a short comment though

random thoughts

Monday. 7.26.04 2:30 pm

I feel so stupid. I havn't posted latly b/c i couldn't figure out how to do it since nutang had thier NuMakeover. Well, i finally did...finally...yayah

Ahh man...i had something really good to write about...but i can't remember now

*thinking*

Wow, i can't beleive i can't think of anything to write about...this is quite strange.

Right now, i'm a little worried. I never really noticed how easy and effortless high school is compared to college. I mean, even in ap classes and stuff, its hard, lots of work, but i always have something motivating me, like college, rankings, and other stuff. In college, theres really not that much motivation and everything i do...its would have to be myself motivating me to do it. I'm such a good student with really good grades but when i'm here, i turn into a slacker. Thats scary.

I've never been around so many people in my life, whether i see them everyday, are in class with them, or just pass them by on the streets. Its an mind opening experience. I definatly do feel like i've been out and seen more of our society/real world. I've been mostly sheltered my whole life.

Speaking of my previous life...man...what has happened? I think i took a..well, not 180, but maybe like 90 degrees turn from the way i use to be. If someone described me the way i am now to someone i use to know, they would be a little shocked. But its not really a bad thing...is it? Its so hard to know right from wrong, should or shoudn't, good or bad, yes or no.......ahhh, i get dizzy just thinking about it. Really, i am dizzy...I'm so lazy to eat...someone would have to come and feed me or something. It just takes so much freakin effort. *sigh* I think deep down, i'm way more happy than people may percieve.

2 Comments.

hi
...college will work out..jus try ur hardest!!
» alwaysrockin2s on 2004-07-26 05:40:13

wait..
or if ur still in highschool and taking college courses itll work out...my sis took them and she did fine
» alwaysrockin2s on 2004-07-26 05:40:49

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