To me, today is really the last day of school, since all my school duties for this school year has been fulfilled. As i was leaving graduation, i just felt like i needed to get out of there as fast as possible for fear of losing it in front of everyone. I looked to my left and saw aaron beside me. It was like slow motion, probably the last time i'll ever see him agian. One last encounter. I will always remember everyone, even if they won't remember me. Its so sad knowing that you'll never see those people agian. I'll be left with the memories of them and left wondering at times in the future, what they're doing right now, where they are, what they're feeling right now, do they ever think about me? Are they thinking the same thing i'm thinking right now?

I loved Aaron's speech. At first, i was really uncomfortable sitting in the front facing everyone, but when i heard his voice, his wonderfully eloquent yet geniune speech, it made me feel immediatly at ease. He has no clue that he's had such a special place in my heart eversince I fell in love with his laughter, his wittiness, his sense of humor. When i look in his eyes, i can see infinite depth in his person, so much depth that I could get lost in it forever. I remember the first time he gave me the butterflies when he tried to block the way to my seat. I could recognize his laugh all the way across the room. I remember how everyday after lyceum, i would try to leave at the same time he did, just to catch a final glimps of him for the day. I remember how in my eyes everything he did was magnified 10 times in importance.

I hope i don't fall for impossible guy such as him ever agian(i mean, geeze, he's jewish) I don't think i could withstand more torment. Anyways he's the first person and only person that i've ever fallen so hard for and i will always remember him.

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That was just so horribly cute. Its my last week too. Graduation Thursday. I'm torn for you though. Why can't you see him again?!
» AshleyEverhart on 2004-05-25 12:31:13

awww, thanks for commenting. College..off to different places. he was just someone i've secretly I've been crushing on for a while.
» ColdRush on 2004-05-26 12:25:01

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