haha...not really..i just wanted a catchy title...my weekend home rocked so hard....i went to the football game friday night and chilled with some people...got to see my buddy steven..i was so happy....jackie spent the night...then saturday...we really didn't do anything but go yardsale-ing and talk to debi...man i missed her :( then we went to get pizza hut...much to my stomach's dismay...watched cinderella....went to walmart in sayre with jackie's mom and her sis...came home..made dinner....jackie spent the night again...went to church sunday morning...got to see a few people...came home...bummed around all day...then i made some ziti for dinner...and at the end of dinner...jim was packing stuff in the car and i was sitting at the kitchen table with dad...and i was trying to figure out how to tell him i'm having a baby...and jim came and sat down again...and i finally got the guts, and was like....dad, do you remember when i had that miscarriage when i was 16? were you mad at me? and he's like, god no!! and i was gonna say something else, but i just blurted out "dad i'm pregnant" and started crying....he was so happy...i was like, you're not mad at me? and he's like, no, why would i be?? i just have to start looking for baby stuff for you including your apartment stuff (cuz he's been getting me stuff for our place, so now he's gonna start looking for baby stuff too) ....so we talked about it for awhile, he gave me some advice...on the sickness, use mints...well, i already tried that, and they make me sick dammit!! but anyway....so his fiancee calls and she had gotten me a student guitar...i'm so flippin happy cuz i really missed my big one that the asshole stole from me :( so she brought it up, and jim and i were outside putting stuff in the car when she pulled in, so my dad comes out and he's like, we just got some exciting news...wanna tell her? and i'm like, we're having a baby...and dad has the biggest smile on his face and he said..i'm gonna be a granddaddy!!!!!!! so i'm really happy that he's happy..i thought he'd be mad at me...but i'm so glad he's not.....jim's parents will be the EXACT opposite...they're gonna lecture us....but they can go to hell..it's nice to have the house to ourselves while they're in cape cod for the week....but anyway....i guess it's an everyday thing now for my meeting with the porcelin queen..the only day i didn't throw up was saturday...that was an actual good day...then sunday before church, was like...god shoot me...yesterday, i got up to take jim into work and thank god i have a few plastic bags in the car for special occasions...then after my shower, i had to pee again, so i did, and as i went to flush, blah....comes out again.....and this morning...i made it through taking jim into work....but as SOON (and i'm not kidding.)...i mean the MINUTE my head hit the pillow again i had to get sick, so i'm glad i have a bag beside the bed too....and then today at work, i tried to but i couldn't :( i can't keep much down anymore...well, i can keep it down, but it makes me sick to eat, makes me sick to breathe, makes me sick to shower, i mean, i'm ready to die once i step into that shower and the water hits me....i just hope this goes away soon.....i asked to get out of work early...they let me go a half hour early....oooooooh boy....oh well..i don't really give a shit..i was just feeling so shitty i actually started bawling on my last break....jim sat with me and i was like, i think i'm gonna go home early cuz i feel like dying...and he's like, well..you're gonna get cut pay, and i'm like..i don't really give a shit...and he moved over to sit with me and said i love you , and i started crying b/c i'm so sick of being sick...joys of pregnancy my ass...pains of pregnancy....maybe once i hit 4 months thou it'll go away...i just wish i could have at least one week where i feel like going out and doing something, instead of crawling in bed and sleeping all day....it's gonna kill me when we go to chincoteague in january...well, maybe not, because i'll be a little farther along....but all 4 of us, dad, darene, jim and i are gonna split the cost of going to see my aunt vesta on chincoteague island, va....i love that place...it's gorgeous....i have a few pictures of me and momma on the beach ....it's one of my prized posessions...and i have a few pictures of the sunset that night...it was so pretty...but anyway..i'm kinda hungry so i'm gonna go attempt to eat some french onion soup.........

until next time ......


women, get your men neutered.......man i'm retarded!

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