that song is stuck in my head...the oldies song 'breaking up is hard to do" but i haven't been doing that lately...just...blowing chunks....well..not really..i only threw up once this morning...well...around 4 times, but in one session...guess i'm not lucky...i never made my mom throw up....maybe this one's a boy..who knows? anyway...i was at work today and this adorable baby went through nicole's line next to me with his momma....and i was playing with him...i started to tickle his tiny little feet and he just started laughing and twitching and wrinkling his little nose..i was in heaven...he was absolutely adorable.....and then when i was close to the end of my shift, this man went through my line and started BITCHING at me because he had to wait 20 minutes in the deli line, and i guess i was ''taking too long'' ringing up his groceries....excuse me, i was taking my normal amount of time, which is about 1 second or less per item...and i set his bag of apples down and he started swearing at me saying ''if you bruise my fucking apples then i'm gonna return them and blame it on you so you better watch how you handle my apples'' i was like, excuse me..all snottily...and i asked him paper or plastic, and he's like i don't fucking care...and i told him the total and he threw the money at me, so i threw his change back at him..and he went out the door....fucking bastard, i tell ya...people are so fricken rude it's pathetic...usually this wouldn't bother me, but today it made me want to curl into a ball and cry...fricken hormones....i get to go home friday..i'm so excited...i can't wait to see everyone again...i tried to eat dinner tonight...donna made chicken tenders and mashed potatoes and broccoli and corn...all i could eat was a few forkfulls of potatoes and a few spoonfulls of the broccoli and corn...i'm so sick of being sick...i want the sickness to end..but i don't want to lose the baby, so i guess i gotta deal with it....i felt fine this morning, until i got in the shower..i didn't think i'd make it through my shower without throwing up, but i did..then i sat down in the room for a bit and got dressed...and i was getting my towel and crap to do my hair, and the worst sensation came over me, so i went to the bathroom just in case, and...figures..i fricken had to make the toilet my friend again...with nothing in my stomach..this is getting ridiculous...but then i felt a ton better...and was able to go through most of work without getting sick until around my first break...then i started getting sick again...so i guess the puking is temporary relief...but it's so disgusting to get the relief...and it doesn't last as long as i'd like...that's gonna be a nice way to tell my dad.....oh dad, nothing's wrong...don't mind me while i'm puking and not eating....except that i'm pregnant....hah..i'im so scared to tell him...but...oh well..we'll save that for another time...i wanna make pumpkin cookies tonight..so i'm waiting for a few minutes after dinner so the smell of the chicken shit can clear the air...cuz she marinated it and ...god ewww...i could smell it in the room at the other end of the house, and it was making me sick..and then to sit at the table with it RIGHT in front of you...donna thought i was tired...yeah, let's just go with that...i AM tired, but that's not the half of it...if she asks why i have no appitite...i'll tell her there must be a stomach virus going around, and that's why i'm sick....thank god nobody was home except for keirstin when i barfed this morning..that would be a hard one to explain...but she'll be home tomorrow..so i hope i can hold it in until i get to work at least... if i have to throw up..i threw up 4 days ago...so maybe it's an every 4 days cycle? idk...but anyhoo..i think i'm gonna go rest a bit....my tummy's settled a bit now so i think i can safely lay down...without meeting the toilet for another conference this evening.....sooooooooooooo...


until next time........

please get your pets spayed or nutered and help decrease the pet population...blah blah blah blah blah......

Oh my god...
lol, you're putting me off ever wanting to be pregnant. Aren't there any positives to it? Like...doesn't it make your skin all healthy and glowing?
» KatnicityAnnToTheMax on 2005-09-19 08:03:59

i love you you sexy biatch you! can't wait til friday. i hope you get feeling better. take care of my niece/nephew now. nitey nite
» oXjackielynnXo on 2005-09-20 08:39:16

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