watching: jim and erick play video games
listening to: jim and erick play video games
mood: tired, nauseous, pregnant...


i got a fricken raise to $7 an hour....but that's not the horrible stuff....i thought i lost the baby...i was bleeding really lightly and i thought i lost the baby...but after some research, i found out that it could have been more of an implantation bleeding or something like that....cuz i'm still sick as hell...i was actually able to eat a real meal last night...we went to denny's because i was craving pancakes...not any pancakes though, denny's pancakes...so i got this sausage breakfast bowl that came with pancakes..i was in heaven...i got so full, and then i got so hungry again...we went to target and started looking at stuff...but we didn't stay long because his parents were out too, and we didn't want them to catch us looking at baby stuff....so we went over to the mall...walked around...then i realized i had to pee really bad, so i went to the bathroom, then got some lemonade at auntie anne's and a salt free soft pretzle with cheese.....delicious....today...all i ate was a bag of microwave popcorn, a cup of tea, and then a sandwich for dinner....well...like half of one..i got this pork bbq stuff before i picked jim up from work and i made that with the pickled beets i made last night....i still have a huge craving for ham and cabbage, but i can barely eat anything..i was feeling better the other morning, thursday actually...i puked at work for the first time in like, 5ish years...it was disgusting...i was in the middle of checking out a customer, and i felt this huge wave of nausea go over my body, so i was like...oh shit, i'm gonna hurl....and then i asked the girl who was bagging for me (who was also a cashier) to take over for me momentarily...and i ran to the bathroom...so i went into a stall, and then kneeled over, dry heaved and then ...yeah...i hadn't eaten anything at all so there was nothing to throw up...but i'm not going into detail...i know the majority of you are reading this and are like...eww...sick...i'm gonna hurl now...but....oh well...but later that night, i was so scared and so convinced that i lost the baby..i cried for a few hours...jim cried, but then i realized i still had to be pregnant...so..i'm okay again..i think...i'm still sick..my boobs are still weird looking...and i'm so emotional....i watched full house today..and it was the episode where michelle and aunt becky build the downhill derby car....and i cried when michelle won...i straight up bawled...so yeah, i'm still overly emotional...i'm still sneezing a lot, and my gums are still bleeding when i brush my teeth...which has never happened to me before and i don't like it...i think i might order those preggie pops....they're supposed to help with the morning sickness...idk..they're like 10 bucks for 21...so it's not too bad i guess...but that's not including shipping and handeling...i ordered a shirt at old navy....well..i was gonna, but i figured, why order it online when i can go to the store tomorrow and buy it..haha...saves on shipping...it's a halloween shirt...and it's orange..it's gonna clash with my hair, but who cares?? i love halloween...it's so sweet....idk what to dress up as, but i know we're gonna go trick or treating...prolly at home...in gillett...so i can go with a group of friends or something...i want jim to get this costume we saw at spencers..it's a fat redneck guy...it's hilarious...or he can save like $50 and use one of my dad's flannel shirts, a pair of his old ratty jeans, and a pillow, get those fake redneck teeth, wear a hat, get a wig, and hold an empty beer can...i think it would be funny...i should start showing by halloween so i could go as a redneck woman....wear some ratty old clothes, let my hair go frizzy and crap...hold an empty beer can too..black out my two front teeth or somethin..it'd be funny...either that or i'll just go as a fat pregnant woman...what a great costume! haha...i used to play the ''i dressed up as christine reiff'' at school when i'd never dress up...or i'd wear pjs and call it a ''baby''....or a sleeping person...heyyy..that's an idea...wear some cute pjs and carry a pillow and blanket...i'm a sleep walking person..haha...idk...i'm kinda bored....jim and erick are playing a ps2 game..burnout i think..idk...i just wanted to update..i was gonna thursday night, but...meh...i didn't have a miscarriage, so i'm safe..i hope.....

i'm gonna go..i'm kinda hungry and not feelin too well....i'm gonna go play with garfield (erick's cat) if he comes back in here...

i love you hun

yeah, thanks
i geuss for her sake i thought you would be saying i better treat her right, but i geuss you have no reason to doubt me or my love life.
» zero_jak on 2005-09-18 06:21:38

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