it's sad when i have nothing better to do with my time than to complain about how sick i feel....

*sighs* i really want may to be here now.....i'm pretty darn sick..i can't smell anything, or even think about food...how am i supposed to eat healthy when i can't even stand to eat at all??

all i can really stand to eat is chicken soup, so i bought one of those campbells soup to go's for lunch, and for my last break...i guess you have to eat at least every 2 hours b/c you can't let your stomach get empty....b/c that makes the nausea worse...but if you can't even bear to think about eating...how in the hell do they expect us to feel better??

idk...i'm excited, but i'm like..just so sick of being...well..sick...i was talking to a few pregnant customers today to ask them about the so called ''morning'' sickness, and they both said it takes about 3 months to get rid of :( so, i basically have 2 more months of this hell to look forward to...then i start growing....

i can already feel something in my tummy when i press lightly..it's firmer than before...idk...i was feeling really sick after dinner tonight and jim just rubbed my tummy after i put some pjs on...pjs feel great...shame i can't wear them to work....

i did the old wive's tale trick tonight...threading your wedding (or engagement) ring with some thread and hold it over your tummy....if it moves in a circle, it'll be a boy..if it moves side to side, it'll be a girl....it did both...like the old ancient chinese baby chart....it says i should have a boy...but i was supposed to be a boy according to that..and mom had a girl..(obviously)

so idk...i can't wait to go for my first checkup.....except for the bloodwork...i just can't wait to hear my baby's heartbeat and see an ultrasound..i guess you can get them done as early as 5 weeks if you want...and they don't like to do the first visit until you're like 8 weeks along...so....i just can't wait until this nausea is gone....

i followed some of my mom's advice she told me...well...she told me how when she was pregnant with me and was feeling queesy...she'd eat those canada mints by necco..the pink ones...so i bought some today...and holy hanna...it made me feel a lot better...so i think they're gonna have to be my lifesavers right now ...no pun intended....ya know....mints...lifesavers...god i'm so tired.....

i watched the spongebob movie with jim tonight after dinner....it's so funny...i had a really bad laughing fit during the beginning theme song with the pirates dancing and singing...and then toward the end of the theme song i started crying...fricken mood swings..i swear...they're gonna kill jim ...he already gets upset if i get upset...but he just needs to realize...that..hello..i'm gonna be upsetttttttttt for awhile...

but he's getting more into the idea...which is great...we're going out friday night to look at baby stuff...can't wait until that...it'll be nice to go together and have time to look at stuff..unlike wednesday night, before i even found out i was pregnant....

i wish my mom was here...sure, she'd hang my behind on the wall, but she'd be here to ask questions about this....and give me great answers...and to cry to....but i know she handpicked a great baby and gave him/her to me...and i know she's watching over me and i pray she won't let anything bad happen to us...

we really need to get our apartment soon...cuz donna's gonna realize soon enough that something's wrong, cuz i won't have my period...and no period = baby on the way........i could just lie and say it's stress...ya know??

but idk....we really should tell them that we're getting our own place because they bought a bedroom set for keirstin and i for the guest bedroom....and that's like 1,000 and we have to pay $250 each on it...well, david and keirstin have to pay 250, and jim and i have to pay 250...but jim and i are splitting the bill...so....but that's $125 that could go toward the baby...each....so that could buy the crib or something, and we're not even going to be here that long to use it!

but anyway..i'm exhausted, and donna just ruined my night by mentioning pizza...they're going to get pizza..and...god no...that just makes my stomach flip over and everything i ate for dinner want to rise to my throat...so i think i'm going to munch on a saltine and drink some ginger ale..that seems to help settle my tummy some...

until tomorrow night...well..prolly not till tomorrow night b/c i'm going to a seminar for a job at home...cuz i wanted to be a stay at home mom, but make an income with a stay at home job...and it sounds legit....it's for medical transcriptioning.....and you supposedly get paid more than you would in an office...so..idk..i'll see how that goes tomorrow night...that's at 7...so...until later tomorrow night or wednesday...who knows


i love you hun...you really are the best ever



hahahaa....how i so feel right now....

Congrats2 U on ur pregancy, and good luck 2 ya during the duration of everything! But U know what, there is sumthing I wanted 2 say 2 U about this,

U better show us a picture of that baby later on, or else.... ha ha j/k but a pic would be really nice! Just hang in there
» CPKviperpheonix on 2005-09-13 02:03:04

Hey
Congrats on the up coming baby. Sorry, that you feel so sick but when it's all over you be glad. Like CPKviperpheonix said a picture would be nice. I love babies. Anyways, those icons are creepy. Good luck to you. Take Care
» Princess_00 on 2005-09-15 01:40:04

You're Welcome
and thanks for adding me...
» Princess_00 on 2005-09-16 11:23:17

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