my happy news....i'm having a baby....


yes..you may think of me as a slut...but hey..i'm only sleeping with one guy, and that's my fiance....

yeah, i'm young...but why would i give it up? i've graduated high school....i've got a job....so i have income...and together, jim and i make around $500 a week....

i got college covered.....i know my plans for the future...

and yes....i think i'm too young....i know i'm not ready..but i'm not going to abort my baby or give it up for adoption...

i'm an engaged woman....i'm mature way beyond my years, and i have a steady regular income, a bank account, and my own place in a few weeks....so why not? right??

call me a slut, call me a whore, but i really could care less what you think about me, because ''i'm keeping my baby''.....

now...on that note....


i realized something was wrong a few days ago when i couldn't make it through a day of work without gagging a million times, being so exhausted, and almost peeing my pants every 45 minutes....plus i was like a week late..but i figured no biggie....but when i started seeing other symptoms pop up like crazy..i decided to waste my money and buy a pregnancy test......like i have before, and they've always come out negative......

so i was gonna wait until friday morning to take it, but it was a 2 pack , so i figured, what the hey....and i took one thursday night, while jim was working at the gas station........it started out fine...came out what looked like negative, and i was dissappointed, but somewhat relieved....then i saw the other line forming to make the little + in the circle window....i cried...i screamed...i sobbed....i was shaking so hard i thought my teeth would fall out.....i told jim....he was okay with it....not really mad, not upset..but not extatic either, like i'm not that enthusiastic myself, but...hey..what can you do?

so friday morning before work, i decided to take the 2nd test..just to make sure...and sure enough....a little + formed again.....i was like..okay..this isn't good, but it's not the worst that could happen...i mean, come on...i could be having a baby at 15-16 like before....

so i realize that's what all this nausea, overactive bladder, and over tiredness is from...

go to work.....

come home...and jim and i rest for awhile....started talking about baby names.....stuff like that....

today (on my lovely day off) i got up...took a shower, did some laundry...that good stuff.....then i went out shopping....

i bought an extremely cute maternity shirt from fashion bug..it's white, and a v-neckish with a silver heart making the shirt bunchy at the chest....it's cute....and i went to target...and i looked at the baby stuff...and i bought a really cute unisex outfit and a unisex bottle...just to kinda finalize my mind that i'm pregnant.....and i also bought some prenatal vitamins...which i know i'm gonna need to have a healthy baby/pregnancy...i already took one....so i hope they work.....

but i'm out...donna and jim are home and i don't want anyone to see what i'm writing.....

more later....


ugh i'm pretty sick of pregnancy already..i'm so tired, uncomfy, and sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

wow
thats some interesting news.....i hope everything works out ofr u guys.....sounds like u have a good plan....hope it all works
» brittybratty8907 on 2005-09-10 09:34:25

hehe yeah, I graduated from Troy in 2002. Congratulations on the baby and good luck!!!
» amy on 2005-09-11 09:42:57

well, i just hope you can make everything work out okay. if you're so sure you don't want to abort your baby, you'll find a way to make things work. good luck! =)
» chells420 on 2005-09-11 04:48:20

aw chrissie, im sure everything will turn out the best for you and jim. plus you have great friends for a little back up support. And about us thinking your a slut or whore... dont worry about that at all. your right, your engaged and happy with the man you are with. im here if you ever need to talk... i can only imagine how you are feeling right now :/ ... luv yas
» babygirl1206 on 2005-09-11 06:30:05

YAY.. IM AN AUNTY JACKIE!!!
Congrats hunny! Everything will work out just fine.. I'll be here to help ya out every step of the way. I love you lots.. and I know you and jim are gonna make good parents.. aww i can see it now.. what a cute baby you guys are gonna have.. hehe. love ya lots hunn!!!! :-*
» oXjackielynnXo on 2005-09-11 07:51:27

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