i have no time for anything anymore..i'm always working..it's fricken ridiculous!! not to mention i'm so used to getting up early, that i can't sleep late anymore..i didn't have to get up until 8:45 today for work at 10, but nooooo....i was up a t 7:30...and on my day off, monday, i slept till like...9..if that....i hate it..but i get paid pretty good...so it's kinda sweet....i had a paycheck of 192.22 yesterday...i have 109 left...i paid rent..and then shopped.....jim took me out for dinner since it was our 11 month anniversary on the 6th, and then we've been engaged for 4 months yesterday...*yay* for us....so we went out to dinner, and then we went to circut city...and i went to look at laptops, ,i found the one i'm gonna get...so i'm gonna go take out a loan at the bank..build my credit and stuffs like that...my credit card should be comming soon....also my debit card should hopefully be here this week with my checks...if not, next week....but...anyway......at target, i bought a realllllllllllly cute purse..it's pink cordory with a mint green inside.....it's really cute...it was on clearance too for like 9 bucks..then i got a cute pink bra...that was on clearance for 9 too...then i got some hairspray and mousse and detangler....then we went to staples....and got jim a new computer chair, and i got some colored pencils and a notebook and a cool nifty light up pen......and my feet were KILLING me by the end of the night because i'm not used to wearing heels anymore..just my sneakers at work.....so jim,the ever so sweet guy he is, told me to take my shoes off in the car,and when we got home, he ran in the house before i got out of the car and got me a pair of flip flops to wear inside....it's little things like that that make me love him so much...taking me to dinner was nice, granted, but that little gesture showed he really cares...and he cares enough so he won't have to hear me bitch that my feet hurt :P

but when we got home last night...jim was putting his computer chair together and he noticed he had a message on his phone...it was from my dad, telling me to call him when i got a chance.....i was like....uh oh, what's wrong...and....so i called.....and he's like....can you be here on november 5th? and i'm like...what's november 5th...and he said...darene and i are getting married......i started bawling and was like, i have to call you back...and hung up......and i just cried...i went into a panic attack and donna (jim's mom) came in to see what was wrong, and jim told her, and she started talking to me....and let me cry in her arms...it felt good....she's gonna be a good mother in law...not a mean one...but it still really shocked me..i mean, my dad and her will have been together a LITTLE over a year, and they get married....they've been engaged for like a month..if that now....and they're getting MARRIED....for those of you who are new to nutang and are wondering..."why is she so upset about her dad getting married" ....here's the answer....my mom died 3 years ago....so....if anyone understands what i'm going thru....please.....FEEL FREE TO COMMENT...it hurts me so bad that he's replacing my mom...i don't care if you say he's not...to me he is....that was my mom...the only mrs. reiff i was ever going to know....i liked being the only child...now i have a stepsister (who, granted is grown up and has kids...) but that makes me a step aunt..and all that other stuff...and believe me, they don't have the best reputation at school...(in troy) i don't want to have another mother...she'll never be a mother to me.....and it hurt me really bad when he told me they were engagegd...and now that they're getting married?? it hurts...really bad....

but i tried to call him back after i calmed down, and the phone was busy..he wouldn't answer his cell..so i thought he was avoiding me...so i wrote him an email..tried a few more times to call him, then went to bed....when i woke up this morning, i checked my email on the pda (palm pilot) and he had wrote me back..i guess, according to him, he didn't hang the phone up right cuz he was worried about me, and the he'd be home around 7 and that there's a reason they're getting married so early...it ibetter be a good one! but i'm gonna go...i feel really crappy...and i want fishsticks...dammit!!! (i'll explain in a different entry)

i love you baby...only less than one month to go and we'll be together a year :)


plus, less than a month till my birthday :-D 19 baby!!!!!

i know how the "replacing" thing feels. my mom and dad got divorced and i'm super close to both of them. and less than a week after they got divorced, my mom had a new boyfriend, leading me to the conclusion that she was cheating on my dad with her new boyfriend, Jeff. She always trash talks my dad to try and get me to hate my own father. It's horrible, and yeah, people can "replace" a mom or dad with a step- mom or dad, but in your heart you know that no one is ever really gone. no matter what.
» chells420 on 2005-09-08 07:17:57

hehe
yeahh thanks i hope so! ..and im sorry to hear about your dad and i guess future step-mother. it kinda reminds me Hamlet ..like how ur dad seems to have married so soon after their previous spouse's death. ..i hope yah feel better!
» your_punkrock_princess on 2005-09-10 01:39:54

Hello
Thanks for the comment. I'm always up for meeting nice people. I also like your background, might have to check out lala_layouts. Take care
» Princess_00 on 2005-09-10 06:52:14

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