ahhh...i have something to look forward to about winter!!!! the week before christmas, monday december 19- friday the 23, i'll be in the beauty-ful bahaman islands!!! oooooooo i can't waittttt...i found these flight and hotel packages on www.bahamas.com and the cheapest one is $1268 or something like that...with the money i'll be making come september (around $400 a week after taxes) it'll only take me less than a month to save for that nice trip...so i'll save all i can before then and i'm gonna party hard down there...it's my christmas present to jim and to myself...i already told him...he seemed a little shocked that i was gonna take him there....i figured i should have about $5,200 by the time i go there...if i don't spend any of the money, which i know i will b/c i'll have to buy luggage and newer winter clothes b/c i dropped some more weight....but oooo i'm soooo excited!! it occured to me the other night while i was looking at wedding stuff and honeymoon sites....i was like..hmm..maybe i should check out the bahamas before i book a honeymoon there....so what better time than to go in the (unfortunately) peak season down in the grand bahaman islands!!! i guess december is in peak season, since it's so cold here everyone flocks down there, but i could care less...i'll be 19, and i'm gonna go clubbin and get drunk off my tushie...since it's legal at age 18 down there :) also, if i took the cruise down there, i could drink too b/c on the cruise ship it's 18 and over to drink...it's great...i probably won't want to come home (which some of you would just love) but maybe that'll just be my vacation spot once every few years...who knows??? but i'm out..i've had insomnia all night...i fell asleep around 2:30..woke up around 4...then i fell back to sleep around 4:30 woke up at 5:30....went back to bed around 6:30 and woke up at 8:30...i had a bad night for some reason...donno why...but i'm out....

i get to go home monday!!! the only thing i miss is the friends and my doggie...i do hope she's doing okay :( i miss her really really bad...if you're as emotionally connected with a pet like i am with her, you'd understand....there's a strong bond between us...she was the only one there for me when jon kept abusing me (besides my friends of course, who weren't there at night when he did beat me b/c they were at home....if you get what i'm saying...it's not like i'm not grateful to the fact of them being there..i am..b/c i could actually talk to them, even thou i'm not friends with one of them anymore, i still appreciate everything they'd done for me...) but baby is just....that dog..man's best friend..ya know??? i gave everything for her, and i'm still giving everything for her...since she can't live here with me, i'm taking what i wanted and throwing it away to keep the dog happy...since she depends on me to live....when i'm not home for extended periods of time, she'll hear a noise outside and run to the door and sit there and wait hoping it's me...darene told me that...it broke my heart....specially the day i left (wednesday the 22 of june) she laid under the computer desk and gave me those eyes..i don't think her tail could have dropped any lower without it falling off and she was literally crying..there was stuff by her eyes that usually isn't there before...it breaks my heart to leave her...she's so tiny and so special to me...i love her more than anything in this world...but enough of that...i'm hungry so i think i'm gonna go cook up some waffles!!!

later all

kinda sucky, but pictures of my precious

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