it's been a few days since i updated....let's recap...

i graduated...and didn't even fall :) i'm super proud of myself for that one..haha..it was storming like a bitch before graduation, so i didn't get to get my pictures done :( but i got them done sunday after church....the all night party wasn't too bad...i didn't get too tired..i was suprised....laser tag rocked thou...that was tons of fun...the movie was good too...cinderella man, if i didn't have a short attention span in the early morning....i was really restless and couldn't sit still..i got bored too easily....the movie was tooooo long...

saturday morning, we got back to the school and jim and i left...took jackie home, then passed out at my house...we were too lazy to get up and set the alarm, so jim ends up waking me up by saying, uhh, honey, it's 2:30...i was like shit...so i had to rush around for my graduation party...which was at 4 at harris hill..it was fun..i found a four leafed clover...i've tried to find those sooo hard, and i finally found one...i got the one thing my dad knew i wanted b/c my mom was gonna get it for me when i graduated...it's not anything that big, but it means so much to me...he got me the class of 2005 barbie...which i'd wanted since i was little...b/c i collect barbies, and mom always promised me she'd buy it for me when i graduated...plus i got the party and other stuff from him, plus like over $200 from friends and family...so i made out pretty good...

sunday i woke up and went to church..nothing really happened sunday except i packed my clothes and did a buttload of laundry...

monday (yesterday) we got up at 7 to go to knoebles with jackie and her family and the youngest girl scouts...brownies...yeah, that's what they are...anyway..that was soooo much fun....we were riding the pirate ship, and some friggin little kid behind us puked....i thought it hit the back of my leg, but i was told it didn't, but i washed my legs anyway......sickening....ugh, anyhoo...i got an awesome tat...it's really cute..it's a fairy...in the middle of my back....i got it there to see what a real one would look like...so i think i might get it..when my sunburn goes away...i don't think i could get any more red...i started blistering, my dad saw that when i got home last night, so now i gotta be covered in the sun to protect me from getting sun poisoning.....dammit! the redness went down a little overnight, but i know it'll get worse today..i'm gonna be in the sun a lot....with moving and all and going swimming later if it isn't storming...

but i guess i gotta pack the rest of my stuff...i'm not taking all of it just yet, because i'm comming back next wednesday to bring jackie back, b/c she's going with me to visit with me before i make the final move next wednesday, so i'm basically on a week vay cay, but i just don't have to pack my stuff back up to come home...b/c i'm not comming home :( i got really sad about this the last 2 days/nights....i just walk around and remember all the good times that were had in the house, and the bad times...at times i think i'm retarded, but at other times, i realize it's a way of greiving for my lost childhood...i'm an adult now...it's college and a career and a family in front of me...there's so much that's gonna go on now, and i won't have any friends to really rely on....well..i will, they're only a phone call away, but it's not the same as driving to their house and being like, i need to talk..and then crying on their shoulder...sure i have friends in scranton already, but it's not the same....but at least i'm moving into a family that loves me already and thinks of me as their own...i know jim's mom always wanted a daughter, and she loves me like the one she never had...i mean gosh, whenever i'm there she'll come up to me and give me this huge hugs and it takes her forever to let go...it's akward, but it feels nice...she's a really nice woman, and i really like her...jim's dad's scary, but i'm getting used to him, he just likes to talk with a raised voice...and i think the best part of moving away is that i can take my doggie....b/c if i couldn't, my ass would be right here until we got enough for our apartment....which it's our goal to have that by our one year anniversary and my 19th birthday, october 6th....i know my dad's upset about me moving, but it's nice to know he's letting me move on with my life...figure stuff out for myself...he gave me advice on marriage and living with your fiance and stuff, that no matter how much you fight that day, never go to bed mad....i know what he means, i mean look what happened with mom, she died overnight, and he never got to tell her he loved her...he never even gave her a goodnight kiss that night...and i was grumpy overnight with her and stuff...it's just too long to get into right now, and i don't feel like crying right now, b/c i know i'm gonna cry damn hard later...but i should start getting ready...jim and i wanna be outta here by 2...

i love ya babe

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