Friday. 6.10.05 11:11 am
wow..the day's finally here...it's graduation day...looking back on these 13 years...it's saddening..i'm not gonna miss it here, but i'm gonna miss some of the people..i remember walking into kindergarten on that first day, and now, here i am, getting ready in a few hours to walk down that aisle and recieve that diploma...where did the time go?? in all 13 years, so much has happened...so many losses and gains, so many friends and fights...detentions (not to mention a suspension in 8th grade..stupid people) ..but at least i made it thru my senior year without any stupid detentions..i'd get them for the dumbest things, but anyway...just looking back is what's making me sad...so many people who are supposed to be here aren't...and it makes me really angry...proud parents is what the pastor called them last night...well, what do i call a dad who doesn't really care and a dead mom? i guess my dad is proud, he told me he is, he just doesn't show emotion..but this is one of those damn days i want attention and the emotion...i'm supposed to have a family here...but all i have is a dysfunctional fucked up family...if you'd even call it a family...but i'm gonna go ...i'm getting bored and i wanna go get clean....i'll write more later
graduation props to me!
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