well i was done with my final by 8:50 and i signed out of school by 9....i'm now officially done with school, but i'll go back tomorrow just to say goodbye and stuff....i guess with this free time i have today i'm gonna start packing to move...i'm really upset...i've known this whole routine for the past 13 years..and now it's suddenly over..it's kinda saddening....i think the thing that makes me most upset is the fact my mom died before she could watch me go on my first date, go to my prom, and now graduate..i know she'll be there in spirit..but i want her there in body too....my god i miss her ....but i'm gonna go pack and cry to myself b/c i know she's not here for me...nobody understands how i feel..and i hate not being able to talk to people about it...nobody understands how i feel...maybe it would be better if i had died instead of my mom....but whatever..i'm out...

i love you my prince

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

"the luckiest" by Ben Folds Five

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