Sunday. 3.13.05 2:51 pm
goodness i'm tired...i didn't get to bed till like, 3 am this morning, then woke up around 7:45...there's a fucking mouse that got into my house from outside..damn cold weather..and it decides to take a wander thru my room..and i guess since it's so warm in my room, it likes to stay in my room...so that kept jackie and i up , b/c mice freak me out, so i went to the grocery store today and bought some rat poison..that better flippin work..i hate mice..even thou i owned a pet one before..haha..it was a spur of the moment decision to buy it, and i named it chreg..(prounounced craig)...long story, don't ask..haha...but yeh, jackie and i just like, left my room last night and chilled in my bathroom...actually...she went into my bathroom b/c i was getting cranky b/c i wanted to sleep and she was on the phone with her boyfriend, so she went in there, then i got insomnia and couldn't sleep, and had to piddle, so i went into the bathroom, and then i wasn't tired, so we decided to rummage thru my bathroom cabinets, the ones under my sink and counter...and then joe and her got off the phone and then we like, just chilled in my bathroom..haha...we got a big mixing bowl and filled it with warm water and had a ''shaving legs'' party...lol..that was interesting..and then we lathered our legs with lotion, and then painted our nails and toenails...let them dry, cleaned up the mess on the floor and then went to bed..got freaked out by the mouse, but by then i was like, dead tired, and i passed out after about 10 minutes of laying there..but yeh...last night jackie and i worked at the lion's club dinner...i felt nice, so i voulenteered to help, and it's a good thing too, b/c they were short workers...so they needed all the help they could get....it wasn't fun..my tables were full of snotty old people..well..the first two tables, weren't bad...my one was full of old people that couldn't hear, so i had to practically shout, and then the other table that trip was full of nice old people..the one old guy called me babe..it was akward....and then the second set, i only had one table to do, and my goddddd....some weren't bad at the table, but the one woman..my god i wanted to shoot her!!! seriously..she was a biatch!! with a capital B!! haha...and that's major bitch there...omg..that fucking claudette woman, i swear to god i'm gonna kill her...let me introudce her...she's this older woman in my neighborhood, very overweight, but seems nice...like the typical nice smelly old lady...well...she likes to be a brown-nosed back stabber...she befriends my dad..befriends me..and befriends my friends, and even my boyfriend jim...and she fucking talks shit about me behind my back, calling me a whore and shit, and even goes as far as to telling other people that i'm a whore, that i shouldn't be around here, stuff like that..she tells jackie's mom that jackie shouldn't be allowed to hang out with me b/c i'm a slut and stuff and especially when jim's here, b/c we all had a threesome the night of jackie's birthday....uhh...not that i checked....i had sex with jim, not with jackie..granted, jackie spent the night the night of her birthday, but we did NOT have a threesome, my god..that's totally against my morals...i'm happy being tied down to one person...and yet she calls me a slut b/c i've been used and abused and had intercourse with 3 guys..i feel slutty for it, but the first was my abusvie ex fiance, and then the 2nd was a one night stand that had lead me on for MONTHS upon months, and now jim...whom i'm totally madly in love with..but seriously..she fucking runs her mouth about me to my friend's parents, and to other people in my community..she says shit about my dad, and my friends too, and what pisses me off more than her saying shit about me is her saying shit about my fucking boyfriend..she doesn't even know him..so she needs to back the fuck off, but anyway, last night at the dinner, i was talking to Linda, the lady that's cat had kittens, and i wanted one for my apartment, and now they're 6 weeks old, so linda called claudette to see how she could get ahold of me to let me know that the kitties are ready, and claudette fucking chewed her a new ass hole!! she wouldn't stop yelling at linda telling her that i don't need a kitten and shit like that..i have 2 cats and a dog...i had 3 cats and 2 dogs, but the one kitten got ran over November 9th, and my doggie that i had for 14 years ran away and died in december...so i'm left with baby, whom i give my life to, cuddles, my old kitty who's almost 9, and reecey, my fat kitten who's like, a year old in june...oh yeh, i have a bunny too..she's been a year old since january..haha...i never really play with her, but she's a cute fluffball..jasmine..she's so fat..but anyway, i'm so sick of that fucking bitch saying shit about MY life to other people..and to my face..she's all fucking nice..and behind my back , she says shit...she tried saying shit to my dad's girlfriend darene...but darene told her off..sh'es like.."i don't believe anything you say, you say all this bad stuff about christine and i for one haven't saw any of the things you've been saying about her...i want you to leave her alone"...or something like that..but she's a fat miserable old bitch that needs to get a flipping life!! god...i don't see how her husband can put up with her..he's a nice old man, thank god he's going deaf in his one ear and prolly can't hear her half the time...he's such a sweet guy..poor chuck :( but yeh, i got really pissed when linda told me that last night....and my dad was at the dinner, b/c he wanted to eat there, and he came up to talk to me while linda was, and i was like, dad, listen to this, and i had linda tell him about it, and he got really fucking pissed off...he already told her off, but he's really pissed off this time..i mean, god, the woman's spreading shit about his own flesh and blood daughter, you'd think he'd be happy to not talk to her anymore, but i guess he's upset he lost a friend..i mean yeh, i'd be upset too, but i'd be more upset if i even heard anyone breathe a word about my daughter in a way i didn't like...i'd kill them..literally...which brings me to my next rant...which i'll do in the next entry, b/c i don't want to lose track of this weekend..haha...i'll title my next entry: my past....peace out for a few minutes..i need a drink and to switch laundry loads..
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