i'm so so bored....the theme music to austin powers just popped into my head, so ..i titled my entry that..haha..today was a long ass day..i think it's because it was friday...friday's are nice...we made caramel corn in world of food today..ick...i hate that stuff...but i made it, and gave most of it away..kyle bradley overdosed today in school, and was sent to the ER...that was interesting..i saw some kid get taken to the ambulance, but i didn't know who it was...i just wish i knew what he od'd on...on other notes thou...i can't wait till next saturday (the 19th)...it's such a busy day..first off, jim will be there *yay* and then we're going to my friend's concert in elmira..and then i was invited to Whitney and Danielle's 18th birthday party, but jim and i had plans to go away for the night..just the two of us since my dad and his gf aren't going down home like we all planned..*sighs* it sucks..i wish mom was still alive so we could take family vacations again..i really miss those...going to ocean city for a week or so...going down to see fam...it sucks ass..*sighs* i just wish mommy didn't die..i really miss her...it's been 2 years and..8 months now....it'll be 3 years on june 25...god that's a long time..it feels like forever since mom's been gone...god i wish i wasn't home alone right now..i've been home alone so much in the past 3 years...and i never really was when mom was alive...i hope jackie's mom lets her come over tonight...hopefully we'll have another sleepover...and then go to the school play tomorrow night..and then sunday is youth group if we go..and then monday is school and jim comes up...thank god..well i'm really depressed now...i'm off to go do something constructive..maybe i'll make dinner...for myself..as usual...i'm really jealous of jackie..she has a family...i love being there and feeling the feel of a family again...god i miss it..if my car didn't break down, i'd go over there..but nope...figures...it's being worked on now...but i'm out..lates!

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