I do care about ppl... hell... sometimes i even care for ppl i dont even no that well... but that's just it... why should i care about the ppl who are just there in ur life for a few weeks and then just walk out of ur life? figuretively speaking when i said i only care about 2-3 ppl... theres more than that... i was just saying a number... i didnt mean to offend anybody by saying that i dont care about them... like cecilee for example.... even though i dont talk to her that much.... shes one of the few that i can be myself around... i DO act like myself around my friends... but i didnt mean for u to take it seriously... this is just a weblog for ppl who dont no me that well... i only put up a cover for ppl who i just met... or if they're just an acquaintance.... i cant be "real" i front of them... i feel obligated to put up a cover so they would like me... i hate to admit it... but i hate it when ppl doesnt like me... doesnt everybody though...?

Frodos*Lover... im sorry if my last last entry made u misunderstood some things... its just out of frustration when i typed that thing... my family life isnt exactly perfect right now... i guess i should never write when im depressed.... but i do care about my friends... ALL of my friends... heck i even care about joel peterson.... and all the new friends i made this year... but its hard for me to admit that i care about ppl... because they can use that as an advantage and hurt me or something... i dont no if u no about the story wit me and a certain someone this summer... but when that happened i dont feel like i trust ppl nemore... but i always end up having SOME kind if hope in them neways... until they prove me otherwise....

As for the I should act myself around ppl... well i do... just an exceptional few... but i wont name ne names... but Frodo... i do act myself around u... and i DO CARE ABOUT U... i no that there are ppl who cares about me... that part of the entry wasnt about ppl at skool... it wasnt about my friends... it was kinda about something else... maybe i shouldve wrote it in a different paragraph... but i cant say who it is.... i like to keep that private...

but i do love all of my friends... all 88723641 of them... so dont ever feel like i dont care about u... and doesnt give a shit if something happens to u...

i REALLY sorry if my last last entry made everything sound so wrong...

cj... im sorry too... i shouldn't have said nething... well i shouldve talked to u about it first... actually i DID want to talk to u about it... i was suppose to call u but i couldnt.. and then the next day i called but u werent home... i guess sometimes i just feel frustrated... but yea... usually when theres a flaw in a guy im goin out wit i would break up wit them... but wit u i feel different... i willing to look past those so-called flaws in my head... 'cause i like everything about u... even the flaws... and i bet there are some traits of mine that bothers u sometimes too... but i hope we can work around those things... 'cause i really want this relationship to work...

I guess this is an apology entry to those 2 ppl... im sorry guys... and i love u... please dont kill me...

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i feel dumb now... but thanks for apologizing, even though you didnt need to, it was my fault, is houldnt have taken it so seriously, but i guess that just means i care about you! lol.
» fRoDoS*lOvEr on 2003-12-19 09:58:24

ack.
sorry i haven't posted in a loooonnnng time. i think its really great that you're apologizing to your friends. not that many people can do that.
» londey on 2003-12-20 03:55:43

I LOVE YOU NINA
dude you can be yourself around me... most of how I act around you is just plain me.. uhh yea im sorry if i get annoying or act like a retard.. WE LOVE YOU NINA and you rock. You dont need to make a cover cuz if ppl like ur cover and not the tru u.. they arent worth it. Got it? good. :-) ANYWAYS dude i slept until 4:55 today lmao.. THiS SO ROCKS!! Soon enough I'll be bored of sleeping so long and complain of school. Watch me do this. lol Aww u think my layout is pretty? *hugs* Sweeett I can help u but how? I'm not perfect.. :-/
» Orangepixistix on 2003-12-20 08:15:06

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