Friday. 8.8.08 3:17 am
quan da ry |ˈkw�nd(ə)rē|
noun ( pl.
-ries)
a state of perplexity or uncertainty over what to do in a difficult situation
So recent events have got me thinking a lot about the choices I've made. Turns out, who knew doing the right thing would still make you feel like you were wrong in so many ways. But in honesty, I wouldn't have taken anything back. I'm glad I handled the situation as I did and I wouldn't have done it any different. So even if it turns out that I'll be "
bad guy" in someone else's story, then so be it. I know the truth and so do the people I care about and that's all that matters. Others are just a waste of time. You may have gotten apologies, but you don't deserve one bit of it. Only those who are truly noble can admit when they're wrong, others simply lie their asses off. You swear people won't be able to tell, but they do. It's hard, and you'll never be able to understand why people do the things they do and how they can carry it upon their shoulders like nothing. I'm just done and over it and learning from mine and other people's mistakes. I just hope
karma comes into play...
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