Well...My past week has been werid....and now I'm all confused and crap (Again!) I've been with Rob a lot lately, and dude, it's weird. It seems like more and more that we're a couple when we go out....::sigh:: It also doesn't help that he tells EVERYONE that I'm his girlfriend (WTF?!?!) and like yea...to most people it probably seems like we're going out, but whatever. We went to get his badge yesterday for his work (He's a campus police officer) and after spending some time with his mom, we went back out to Kennesaw and got him a Cappuccino machine, and we bought some sweet ass coffee to make (Dude, my car SMELLED like it for awhile....I doubt it does now tho). We then went to Taco Mac and had a good time eating and talking and making fun of people (Not in the harsh way that people do, just repeating the stupid stuff they do) Damnit....hehe....he keeps on showering me with compliments. It's kinda weird....but as I always do, I say thank you and move on. But he's doing it SO much more then normal....It kinda worries me. Oh! The reason why...Drumroll please...he told me that he declined his membership with the Gay, Lesbian, Straight Alliance (GLSA) because he was "Sick of the drama" This was like Wednesday. When I finally saw him on Friday, he looked at me and said that he was keeping his options open (GRRRR!!!) and that if he fell in love with a girl fine, and if he fell in love with a boi, well, that's fine too! DAMNIT!!! Why couldn't he have decided that like 3 months ago. But whatever, because I have a totally wonderful guy. But Rob IS my standin boyfriend, he tells it to everyone so I can say it and not feel bad. (I consider him my other boyfriend personally, but hey, whatever.....hehehe....

SO, let's talk about the love of my life, who I miss SOOOOOO much. He's sick (My poor baby!) In fact, he was so sick that yesterday he went to the ER. But I think he's ok now (I Haven't heard from him since like 5 yesterday, so I'm assuming the drugs they gave him knocked him out) But that also means that I won't be seeing him today (That was the highlight of my week folks, I don't know what I'm going to do with out that) But he IS going to be in town for Valentine's day....but I hate to admit I was looking forward to spending Valentine's day with Rob. and i was going to see both of them, but Rob was like "Oh NO your not....he's your boyfriend, I'm your friend, there's NO way I'm going to spend time with you when your boyfriend WILL be here" But it'sn NOT just about couples, it's about the people you care about, not just significant others (and if he'd think about it, he'd realize that he's TECHNICALLY my boyfriend too) but I know that his mind's made up, and there's nothing I can do to change it. But we'll spend the day before valentine's day together whether he likes it or not. but I think I'm done ranting and raving for now. More later, as always.

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