Sooo...Let's talk about how I was totally scatterbrained today and forgot about calling Rob....::sigh:: I STILL feel really bad. Ok...so, we're at dinner and he looks at me and says something about being aggervated. Then he went into this whole spchiel about loving me and not wanting to hurt me. If most people didn't know any better, they would have thought that he was proposing to me, that's how it sounded. I mean, he told me that I was everything he was looking for in a person, (Significant other) but he loved me so much that he didn't want to hurt me. You are human, most people hurt one another eventually, even if they are just friends. Damn, those blue eyes, they've always told me that. Also, he mentioned the fact that he put his arm around me for like the whole Return of the King movie, that it just felt right.....GOD DAMN! WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO.....Ok...I just have to sit here and relax....Yes, I'm venting right now....I was just SOO shocked and stuff. I mean, damn tho....If I could relive that moment, like yea....::sigh:: he's still hot too...I'm SOOOO glad that I'm not seriously with anyone right now, because if I was, the person would have to realize that like yea, we're always going to be more then friends. However, Rob DID mention marriage, ::sigh:: we're still in college, I don't want that right now....thank god that either way he wouldn't want to get married right now either. But yea...he asked me what if we were out of college already and he asked me....so I'm kinda like um....yea, but you're gay....but is he? I'm SOOO frickin confused right now that yea, man.....I dunno....I just dunno anymore. I mean, I have two wonderful guys right now that like me, but the one I liked for so long just acknowledges me, and I JUST started getting over him, but I almost kissed him tonight after everything he told me...I know, that's stupid, but I honestly almost did. But damn the girls that treated him like shit in the past....because that's what got him like not liking girls anymore.....::sigh:: Ok....I'm just going to sit on what happened tonight, like a lot...but ok....yea....Um....it's weird because I don't know how to end this...Oh! Rob got two fish tonight....one named Sutton (Last name of the person who was in Delta Tau Delta) and Sherri (The name of the inspector of the fishtank). so at least he's not alone....which is a good thing....I'm going to try to hang out with him more. but I DO need to try to get to sleep....good night!

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