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spring 2k9 @ sdsu
[]Healthcare Management
[]Health Communication
[]INTERNSHIP
[]RESEARCH
goals
bartending school
internship
be fit
eat healthy
SMILE MORE =)
hawai'i 2010

clark gable
I want so badly to believe that "there is truth, that love is real"
And I want life in every word to the extent that it's absurd
I know you're wise beyond your years, but do you ever get the fear
That your perfect verse is just a lie you tell yourself to help you get by?

spring 2k9 @ mesa college
[]patternmaking II
[]clothing selection
[]visual merchandising
humble beginnings
Friday. 5.29.09 4:43 pm
starting anew means humbling yourself before you move on or can make a positive stride toward 'better'.

i am in the process of humbling myself.

i always thought that i could get through life just going through college, grad school, and getting a $60k job right off the bat without experience.
but that's unrealistic. i can't keep trying to get those higher up jobs when i have no work experience whatsoever.

i need to humble myself now and start from the bottom and work (for myself) to get to the top in the real world. i know it's gonna be a struggle. i know that there might be people (from school and internship. maybe even my own family members) that will ridicule me for the fact that i'm so high up in my education level, but opted to take a job at a restaurant, selling cosmetics, or being a brand ambassador.

i need to let go of that pride and forget what i think i deserve and start doing things for me so that i can be a better individual. i need to stop relying on others and the "eventual" and find my own way to make it happen for myself. i can't keep wishing for something that i can easily attain with the skills i already have. that's for the weak of heart.

i need to stop lying to myself and remember that honesty and sincerity goes a long way with other people. when it comes down to it, i'd rather miss out, lose, or be rejected because i was being honest and sincere- not because i was trying to impress someone or being something i'm not.
1 Comments.


Inspiring post. :) I need to humble myself as well, and you basically just gave me the epiphany to do so.
I admire that you don't care about pride what other people think. High five via nutang!
» zachstabbedme on 2009-05-30 01:32:38

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