Ever had a good buzz going, and then have it totally killed at seemingly the snap of a finger? Hell if you drink any, then of course you have. Sucks, don't it? You're feelin' good, and feelin' mellow (or horny, gigly, or whatever) and then *pew pew pew* you're shot down outta the sky like you're the Red Baron and Snoopy is on your tail. Y'ain't flyin' high like Ozzy after that no more, nu-uh, slitherin' like Velvet Revolver.

Yeah, that tends to happen to me for some reason, any time I ever decide to drink any. Almost makes me wanna not bother. ... Fuckin' hell in a handbasket. Not to mention I'd had thoughts about someone I'd rather have not had any thoughts about, due to a dream I'd had. So in hindsight I guess it wasn't hard to kill it on me. As soon as El Depresso dropkicked my brain again, *smack* it was over, done deed, one two three... I'd lost again.

But in the end, I've rediscovered a love of Jack & Coke. Granted I still won't drink regularly. but I'd forgotten how good it can be. Anywho, I leave you with this...

"When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I want to have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out, she run, run, run, run, run

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here"

Is that an actual song?

Dont be depressed. Be happy.
Let me leave you with this:

"In your life you'll have some trouble,
But when you worry you make it double.
Don't worry, Be happy"

» lyndeep on 2007-10-06 11:27:00

even if u r a creep... i'm sure u would definitely find your life mission in this world.
» renaye on 2007-10-06 11:30:59

Yeah it's a song, "Creep" by Radiohead. The way I interpret it, it's not necessarily meaning creep in the strictest sense, more as in like... I dunno, an outcast of sorts. ... Least that's how I see it.

And gotta love the Bobby Mcferrin reference. That is the right name isn't it?
» BigErn on 2007-10-06 11:38:09

RADIOHEAD
» Dilated on 2007-10-07 03:19:05

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