One party to maintain friendship? Only contact when need help?


Today my class was talking bout this classmate that smokes. It was sorta funny and somehow reminded me about me started about 2 months ago. But never touch it for weeks already.


Whether its the end of me or not. I hope i will not quit schooling after 3 months like what she told me.


-Promised him and her(the two person on my banner) not to smoke, drink and stuff but still, i broke the promise and did they even cared? They did =). Drank again few days ago,thought it would end all my pain but the next day i woke up,everything back to the same ground.


The person's birthday is coming in like 23 days. Make another really close and good friend that seems exactly a same person. At first,i thought that new friend was a substitute but after days of thinking, i realized that i think too much. It's just that i made another TRUE friend and it's hard to come by because of the friends i made every year and hardly every year i kept in contact with them, was it the other way round?

After getting my leather jacket,i will be almost done with my leather package.

channel u most kissable guy helper just mailed me and i get a free sample of their product for participating.

I lack confidence,even my vocal instructor felt that i was shy. I could reach the F sharp note after some struggling,it just that i didn't put much effort on it. Now she is helping me to add bass to my voice,expand my vocal range and soon, falsetto coming in. The last stage of the course,i get to record my demo in a studio if i remembered.

Writing some songs now and after i can officially sing which i doubt i can even with training, i going to step in the studio and release the few songs to friends that i composed to. You know who you are.

The first official competition i had participated was www.italentstar.com, others was just online or stuff. It was held at MOS. My fellow contestants was stunned because i gave a not so bad speech to the crowd.I remembered my speech was" Whats sup guys,my name is JD and i'm 17 this year. I am your asian sensation and so,please go to italentstar website and vote,sgm05,that got me some pops from the crowd.I was shivering all over though. This was the picture we took after the show.



I really look different last time.

Made a picture for my good friends few days ago,here it is.:



I'm losing faith,heart and soul.


Signing off.
Love ya all loads,
JD

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