kay since i thot no1 visits this and no1 from my skool knows about this i thot...i got out a couple emotions and stuff.....

GUYS: my main problem. theres this guy and iuno if he likes me or not cuz hes kinda confusing. and i think i like him. but right now me and him arent the same as it used to be. like in the begining of skool he used to be around me ALL the time. we used to talk and talk about nething. and he would ask for his daily hug and kiss. (NO ITS NOT DANISH BELIEVE ME!) and we had a BUNCH of inside jokes....and now it seems like something changed inside of him or somebody got to him. cuz he doesnt talk to me nemore. and when we do talk to more like "hi did u do histroy hw" and "nope sorry" and thats prolly about it. or when were in a huge group of friends he'll prolly talk but not to me. i guess i just miss him thats all. i miss his hugs and talks that we used to have on the phone. and how i could tell him almost everything and all the inside jokes we used to have. i mean ive known this guy ever since i moved. and he was the only guy nice to me when i got here. i dont know. its kinda depressing cuz in the whole skool hes the only guy i can tell everything to and releate to. and now hes not there nemore. *sigh* its like somebody got into his mind and messed things up. i just want things to go back to normal! in skool at home and this. i guess only time will tell. hopefully it'll go back to the way it used to be.

edit~may 2nd

im so happy! ^_^ *big grin* this is like the first time in like ever im happy. like truly happy. ya see im sittin in algebra juss waiting for class to start on friday. and than robert drops me a note. it says and quote lol "hey nettie whats ^ this is blah/blah written by robbinson (i dont wanna reveal the guys names if u guys dont mind. ^_^) these guys have been fighting over you for days. which would you go out with?" n then theres boxes for me to reply and tell them which i chose. and one of the guys is the guy i was hoping to get....*hint hint* up there! ^^. but yea. i never knew he felt this way! but yea the other guys he doesnt really talk to me much and i dont know much about him. so i dont know. but hes a nice guy. but the thing is one of my good friends likes him.(hes kinda...not my type if u ask me.) and i dont wanna tell her that hes been fighting this guy over me. i would feel horrible!! and after days of hard-thought. i picked who i wanna go with. but i dont really know if this note is true or not ya know? it could be a prank on me to see who i like more. i dont know. i guess ill find out @ lunch 2maro? hehe my stomach has butterflies. great. i dont know how i get to like these guys that i like. i mean one day im juss sittin there the next im think about them 24/7...lol funnie huh. well thot i just post that up for u guys! ttyl

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im sad again...*sigh* my lifes never happie. i actually believed all of them when they said raffy liked me....cuz i liked him ya know. and i really wanted it to be true.... like all week he said like "if i wasnt too shy i wouldve told you a long time ago[that i liked you]" and like this afternoon he told me he doesnt like me and he likes my friend....i mean wtf. he shouldnt be leading me on if he doesnt like me. he crushed my hopes.....ehhhh im all.....depressed again..... w/e...ill get over him. like i did with brian...just give it some tym ya know. well byebye

he, i kno how u feel. i got myself into a stupid guy problem and i don't kno how to get out of it. hope things get better for u.
» Midnight on 2004-06-17 10:20:47

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