AustinSoty
Age. 35
Gender. Female Ethnicity. White
Location , PA School.
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I never thought you'd last
I never dreamed you would
You watch your life go past
you wonder if you should
If you should be my punk rock princess so I would be your garage band king
you could tell my why you just don't fit in, and how your gonna be something
If I could be your first real heartache, I would do it over again
If you could be my punk rock princess I would be your heroin
Tears run down my face just like the last
No different from yesterday
Sick from the mirror
Do these payers feel sincere
The dirt never washes clear
You were good, so good
I grew to love your lies
Until I put you in the past
Love was lust until he revealed
The man behind the mask
Will the scars go away
In this world I have no place
Forgive me Jesus this time I cry
I rip my heart out to give to you
Alone it never did me any good
Hold me close, wash my mind
Destroy the me that lives inside
Somewhere beyond happiness and sadness
I need to calculate
what creates my own madness
and I'm addicted to your punishment
and you're the master
and I am waiting for disaster
I feel irrational
So confrontational
To tell the truth I am
getting away with murder
it isn't possible
to ever tell the truth
but the reality is I'm getting away with murder
I drink my drink and I don't even want to
I think my thoughts when I don't even need to
I never look back cause I don't even want to
and I don't need to
because I'm getting away with murder
| Sunday. 3.13.05 6:58 pm Saturday morning maga came over and we went to the mall for almost all the day. we went and saw "be cool" and it wasnt cool at all, it sucked, really badly. we ended up sitting behind these 4 guys that we thought we cute, but really werent, sometimes the dark does that to you. and tehn we just walked around and what not, then left and we went back to her house for the night. then this morning we got up and put on our soccer stuff. and we went for a run outside in our shorts in the pricker bushes.. haha our legs are all red and scratchy and what not, but it was worth the pain. And then we went to our indoor game.. and we tied the first one and then lost majorly the second one.. but who cares, maga ended up getting hurt. and stupid charlie wouldnt even let me help her up, it made me kinda angry, not to add that the stupid old guy was bossing us around.. and plus, darren was there, someone i didnt really want to see, but did at the same time..idk he confuses me too much, and its sad to see that soccer end, im gunna miss it a lot.. but i think i might go back next weekend, even if im by myself.. who cares I never said skinny was everything. I was just saying that wearing some things just arn't meant for bigger people. I meant no offence by it. I have many friends that are "bigger" .. It doesn't mean that I'm any better than they are. Or any worse. I don't hold it against anyone because of their looks, their race - nor their religion. It's not at all about looks, I was just trying to express my honest oppinion. I wasn't at all trying to down people. I'm just not that way. -Sorry If I offened you. I honestly didn't meant to. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. » xxxnowherexxxx on 2005-03-16 02:36:30 its all good i suppose
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Pterodactyls
Love
Maybe love will find us again, but there is always tomorrow, sincerely til, the end, close my eyes, just for tonight, the sun still sleeps, when she wakes
Sleepwell
Count on me to say that everything thats good is gone, just force a smile somehow
UnderOath
Can you feel your heart beat racing
Can you taste the fear in her sweat
We've done this wrong
Its to far gone
These sheets tell of regret
I admit that i'm just a fool for you
I'm just a foor for you
Brand New
We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nurse the shoreline like a wound
We paint a lover's tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows
Keep the blood in your head and keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends are boring me to death
Your veil is ruined in the rain
By then you like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed,
the parents let them shoulder all the blame
Razorblades
Yeah, Yeah
Walking example of you
Wait for the silence
Talking backwards to you
It meant nothing to me
Watching the world fall on you
I'm keeping my eyes closed
Now I can see what this means to you
It meant nothing to me
This wasted so many nights and again
Ive wasted so much time on a friend
Too young, too proud to understand
So this is the end
Perfect timing for you
You'll run 'til your legs break
So here's my reminder of you
It meant nothing to me
I'm lost at sea
The radio is jamming but they wont find me
I swear its for the best
And then your frequency is pulling me in closer
Til I'm home
And I've been up for days
I finally lost my mind
And then I lost my way
I'm blistered but I'm better and I'm home
And I will crawl, theres things that aren't worth giving up I know
But I won't let this get me I will fight
You live the life you're given with the storms outside somedays all I do is Watch The Sky
"And if you've ever said you missed me then dont say youve never lied." |
