Sorry I haven't written recently. It's sorta a mix of forgetting and not being in the mood. Nothing has really happened anything.. I got some manga, I got _aid...

And now my life has changed
In oh so many ways
My indepence seems to
vanish in the haze

But every now and then
I feel so insecure
I know that I just need you
like I never done before

Help me if you can
I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate
You being 'round

You all were expecting laid, weren't you. >_< It's paid, not laid. Though I do get both sometimes ^_~; heh... anyway.. -sighs and mopes around the house- I've been kinda.. myeh feeling lately. Not super cheery but not super down... black. White is all the colors, when you're full of life, and you have everything... and black.. when you have nothing.. no fury (red), envy (green), hate (brown), love (pink), happiness (blue), etc... Just kinda 'hollowed out'. I'd explain it, but my hands fail me.

Again.


-sighs softly and kicks the floor a bit- This week-end I got invited to go out of Cosmo's (Liz's moms boyfriend, rich, hot and in love with Li'z mom (who is the coolest shit in the world) ) yacht, and meh and Liz will chill together.. get me out of this fucking house and away from that fucking bastard and my fucking mother. (pointless obscenities are beautiful things).


-sighs and looks at the floor- I'm sorry.. i couldn't stop.. I told you a lie Gary, and Siro.. I said I wouldn't cut, and I did.. I'm sorry.. I didn't mean too.. i just.. had too.. don't place your trust in me, i'll lose it...


Help me if you can I'm feeling down
And I do appreciate you being 'round
Help me get my feet back on the ground
Won't you please, please help me?


I don't want the pain I associate with loving you.





I told you lies you didn’t believe
And you said nothing
I told you I didn’t want to breathe
And you did nothing
I slit my wrists and bled all night
What did you do?
I ran away, right out of sight
And where were you?
I wanted to curl up, right there, and die
And you turned away
I saw you smile and watched you cry
And you ignored me
I wanted you to be proud of me
But you never were
I wanted you to love me completely
But you never did
So all I ever really tried to be
Was perfect
But it’s sad, that you never noticed me
Until I cried



Oh but we are beautiful creations.. On that note, I shall take my leave. Good night my friends.

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