Haven't talked to Meg or Blayne-sama today. And really, I don't feel like it. What is the point of talking to people that when everytime you look at them/their screenname, you remember what they said and how they really dont CARE what they said. -sighs- Apologies truly mean nothing but at least the efforts there. I really don't deserve them, but it's alright, hope springs eternal... Perhaps I should apologize to them, for I got what I deserved but stil.. useless..

Meh mum and sister are still in Texas. They left yesterday morning and will be back tomorrow night.. -sighs- been quiet without either one of them here.. meh and meh dad and meh other sis went to church this morning... no pastor so they just kind of sang the favorite hymns and stared out the window, thinking, running things over through my head... generally useless thoughts..

Why does crying make you so damn tired? Ugh.. Now my head hurts. >< I'd take Advil but it'll be useless.. psychosymatic shit has no medication.. e.e

I suppose I did rather well today.. No one asked if anything was wrong.. It's so stupid, pity.. People need to stop caring.. it does very little good.


Tick… tick… tick… tick…That clock is driving me crazy… The slow, even measurements of time, slowly stealing everything from you… Your youth, your sanity, your body, your love… Well… It would, but everyone is numb… a slap in the face is a dose of reality but of a physical nature. Your cheek roars, their hand stings.. But the emotion behind it all is dying. The brief interlude of passion, the short infatuation that is now deemed Love and a quick moment of happiness are all that there is left. People become cold, and when you look into some of their eyes… the hollow ring of memories is pulling away the notions of happiness. If you can keep onto the joy, you are envied, and you begin to horde these smiles. But then the smiles disappear, since happiness must be shared, as everyone deserves happiness. But then others deem others unworthy and fighting breaks out… The greed festers and burns, it’s fuel the quest for happiness… If you seek happiness through the death of another, you denied their happiness. Kill as much as you like, the world stands to allow you to do it. But you must be ready to be unhappy, because you robbed them of their happiness...

People whine about people caring only for themselves.. that's being greedy...
People whine about people caring only for others... that's being stupid...
But what do people say when you care, not about yourself nor anyone else, but caring for people not getting hurt while you create your own prison of pain...


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