listening to: click... click... bang...
mood: e.e

-yawns- I went ice skating today. Ugh, I slammed into Meghan (Haight) and her tits are like BRICKS! I swear I have a concussion. -.- I have such a big headache, but I'm waiting up for some people so I can't sleep yet. Ah well..

Man, my day sucked so bad. I went to school, managed through Ms. Liesners boorrriinnnggg rant about the planets, got to French and listened to Music instead of studying... then third period gym. -sighs- Oh man it sucked. I was changing and few days ago I'd cut my chest. Also, there were the scars from my mom. And Morgan was like "HOLY SHIT!" and Mary saw them. She went balistic! i mean, I'm maniac depression, bipolar and loads of other shit and she wants me to reign in my urges to cut 'Four Letter Lie' into my skin?! She got so mad!

-sighs- people try to understand why someone would cut. But you CANT understand unless you cut and it's unbelievably frustrating to have someone continually bitching and glaring and flicking you cuz they think that you sit there and go "Ha ha, I'm depressed, I think I'll cut to make EVERYONE ELSE miserable". Ya... sure...

-smiles lightly- But it's okay I guess... At least they care?

On a more happy note, I visited the faerie today. -sighs- I don't know how much more of just standing there and watching her, the light from the half-lidded blinds reflecting against her face... It's so quiet in there... deadly quiet... The hospital is a place of hope to be BORN not DIE, DAMNIT! I hate the fucking world. It's not FAIR! She didn't do ANYTHING! And me? I've tried smoking, drinking, snorted sugar, didn't do it again, but I've tried it! I'm so much worse then her! It's not FAIR! Why can't I be in the hospital bed, and her looking down at ME!??!!

-screams into a pillow-

Lemme A Comment On The Fucking InJustice Of This Fucked Up Piece Of Shit We Call 'Earth'. Cuz I hate it.

Earth is a very cruel place indeed...
I am very sorry to hear about your friend...If you ever want to not Roleplay, and just talk about ANYTHING...just let me know. Ol' Elliot is good for something other than RP!
» Elliot (69.29.165.144) on 2004-05-22 01:09:17

never tried it again
i recall someone saying "oh and bring ur moms cigs for us..." and never snorted sugar again!? bull shit! :-) ...
» elf queen (172.138.22.170) on 2004-05-27 11:10:25

oh sorry, that must have sounded rather insensitive. sorry to hear abdout faye though, i dont know her but from all people have told me, she was really nice. so read this comment first than the previous one
» same as above (172.138.22.170) on 2004-05-27 11:12:25

Pooorrrr AJ...
Awww.. I'm with you.. cuz the idiots who sit and citch about us cutters havent a fucking clue what its like to be one of us. They can rant, but that makes the majority of us do it more, cuz their ranting hurts us more! I dunno.. *seethes and huggles* sorry... I'm okay... I hope ya feel beta.... (?)
» Mystie (65.31.107.121) on 2004-05-30 10:28:53

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