watching: Whee, pretty colors spinning
listening to: The Reason by Hoobastank
mood: Bored

Ahhh... And my mind kicks in again with an idea of pure genuis that I got my parents to agree too! -amazement-

I Get To Go To An Peace Rally.

Yeah, yeah, I see that mouth open in disbelief. Yesh, I'm a pasifist, okay!?! Just becomes I believe in plenty of violence, War does not happen to be one of them. >.<; I told Kyle I was a pasi. and he was all "DAMN! You're a fucking vegetarian, Christian and Pascifist, and you want, remind me again, an AK-47 for 'pest control'?!?! You're going to shoot ants full of bullets! And what about people who piss you off?!? Remind me NOT to cross you on a bad day!"

Well too late, he saw me yesterday. For everyone who DOESN'T know, read this.

Why does failure hurt? Aren’t we all set out with a purpose to live for? And when that gets taken away from us, why does it have to hurt? Why, when we work so hard, do we get rewarded by failure? There’s a phase. ‘If you try hard enough, you can accomplish anything you want.’ And when you try and you believe and you force yourself into until nothing is left and there’s NOTHING out of it?! We say ALL of the right words, and we believe in it. We get our nouns and our prepositions in correct order. But our verbs? The ‘try’ and ‘accomplish’? Where does it go!? It’s a perfect sentence grammatically but really? In the reality of the world? It’s not. Nothing if ever accomplished unless you’re lucky. Because Failure is the other 50% of the that coin. And Death? How does Death compete in this? It’s the ultimate failure, our giving up, our last STRING of humanity. Snapped. And this is what we’ve worked so hard for?! This is our modern, excellent system? No. We’ve gone right back where we started, and even worse, we’ve gone farther back then when we started and keep going there. Nothing is improving. We say ‘Look at us now, women realize they’re equal, no one’s enslaved, etc.’. But what are we? Hollow shells that sit there and smile to the rest of the world. Shells that think alone, but the other shells? The bigger shells, the shells with more material possessions controlling their lives. These shells tell us who we are, what we are and why. Completely and unashamedly Edited. We fail because we are edited. A pity, that I realize that. I was going to enjoy life. Ignorance is true bliss. Because you are ignorant of what you are missing.

And ya know what I get for that? A fucking D+. The Topic was 'Write about Things That Bother You. Must Include Two Things'. That's the version I got back. I had a few, light insults and curses and in general she put big black lines over it! ARGH! I hate this stupid school. I mean, I just play a few pranks and they piss at meh! Okay, maybe it's more then that.

Did TimeWarp In The Middle Of the Cafeteria - Citation
Got in a fistfight with Padro- Detention (2 weeks)
Argued With A Teacher In The Middle Of Class On Homosexuals- Citation
Punched A Guy For Making Fun Of Mary- Detention Afterschool
Slammed a Girls Head into Locker for ripping DD's paper- Lunch detention
Wore Anti-War shirt on dress-down day- Detention for a Month
Cursed in front of a teacher- Lunch detention
" - Two Days Detention
Wrote an Anti-Jefferson Paper- Citation
Smelt Of Cigarette Smoke (NOT MINE! SIRO'S!) - Phone Home, Citation
Small cuts on wrist - Guidance counslers for two hours
Fight - Citation
Getting In A Screaming Fight And Finally Punching The Homophobic Jack-Off- Detention for two weeks



>.< I hate this school. Well, the fact I'm a total brat and an opinionated one too doesn't help me.

Meh was reading meh friend Tony's blog, and apparently him and Pawel drank a ton of caffine to do a Cancer walk and are now pissed out of their heads.

Stupidity Points- +80!


Wow, people call me dumbass's. I'm flipping through my friends blogs. I have stupid friends. Glee. -.-;

Anyway, babes, Joker Love . Ja ne. LEMME A COMMENT! PRESS THE FUCKING BUTTON!

(This entry has very little cussing. Allow me to change that.)

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WOOOOO
hmmmm >.> funny....yet fucked up...yet funny yet.....Some thing like me?
» Tupacfan2009 (12.158.111.51) on 2004-05-15 05:12:31

Haha
Two hours with a guidance councelor for cuts on your wrists? Sometimes I wonder why they pay counselors so much for just sitting there and asking teachers to send them students for pretty much anything. I mean, you don't sound to me like the type of person that would try to kill yourself, so I don't know why anyone else would think it.
» desertsnowstorm on 2004-05-16 02:26:56

Heh.
Yeah, your school does suck.
» Eli (24.218.33.92) on 2004-05-16 02:31:20

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